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why, why is maya just so amazing like i don't even know where to begin with or how to explain it, but something about her is just so.. real? so... relatable? i can't quite put it, but either way Maya is an absolute GEM that's for sure, am i the only one who thinks like that and talks like that? i mean talk def just me but there has to be someone as well who likes or even loves maya, anyway that's not what i wanted to say or talk, i wanted to talk about my personal experience with this show, snca i know but i don't give a fuck because i want to write today, when i first found out about this thing i was like, huh ongezellig? sounds funny, eventually i let myself go and actually decided to watch it, i was retarded back then well still am and watched the heckin ai dub, worst mistake of my life, i wish i would have introduced myself to it with the real thing but what happened, happened. i.. i liked it, it was interesting, i was hooked, but not REALLY hooked but like hooked enough to like it if it makes any sense, but then kind of a couple days go by, i barely thought about it.. but then it hits me once more, i want to watch it again, i want to know more, and i slowly 'zelligpill myself if you will, out of nowhere, like i needed a couple of days to fall back into it if it makes any sense. so then i started watching EVERYTHING about it, like reading everything about it and just looking through everything about it, but i didn't know what exactly was pulling me into it so much, some time passes and maya keeps popping up to me, i keep thinking about her, until i realize, i heckin like her or something she's like, me if i would speak dutch, wouldn't be as retarded and would be a real woman, kinda maybe idk, day by day my affection grew until finally i knew, i knew i was in love, in TRUE love. i don't know what to say this is my personal experience with this whole thing, oh right eventually even some more time later i found her, she was just there listening in her headphones in a park? i ran up as fast as i could, and it was as if we knew each other for eternity, we both loved each other and still do, we are now always together, she's even watching me write this very wordswordswords shit thing, i can't believe it 'zelligbros i actually made it, she's ACTUALLY here, ACTUALLY real and ACTUALLY in love with me just how i am, isn't that wholesome and amazing and heckin valid? To me, maya is like mymy to a lot of chuddies here, i am a chud, but maya took the spot for me, she was the one for me and i was the one for her. something about her is just, idk how to explain, and as i kept thinking and thinking i realized JUST how similar we are, there are probably only few real differences between the two of us, that probably act as yin and yang to each other as well, we were meant to be together, it was destined. love you all niggas may you as well find that one for yourselves.
Mayagods am i the only one like this?
Zaryan you found the show le relatable to (You), because at the end of the day, it's something that was written very well and with SOVL put into it. Maya is really just a projection of Massa in animated format, and he simply knew how to write an interesting character, xhe hooked you in
>doomerposting under a waifupost
sure, i'm sorry she left you bro, but maya won't leave me, she loves me, with allllll of her heart and all that (just like i love her btw). for your information. may you also find that love one day once more.
>wholesomeposting under a doompost
even though it's not 2 sides, it's an illness at different stages of progression
I am a cocogod and you are a mayagod but why the actual fuck are you more hopeful than me
>the happy character becomes the sad and the sad character becomes the happy it is just like in muh beloved series supernatural!1!1!1
because i'm so close to maya to the point i start imagining shit that never happened, although maya IS real and she IS right here with me, i love her and she loves me, it's truly amazing, may you also be blessed one day. i'm so fucked and deranged and insane i truly am like her, or she is like me? depends on how you look at it, every time i think about it i realize just how close we are, i AM the male version of maya basically, weird to think about it but it's true basically.
Wait until you start to experience smth like hellish torment, these feelings will go away but leave an indelible mark
Is that the video by the guy who also made videos about the Coco archetype and how it is even possible for Maya to have green eyes?
so real, so me, glad it's all over, glad i am here to help her, that she's here to help me, together we are one and together we fix each other, hard to explain but we were meant for each other, and i am glad that she is real and that she loves me just as much as i do if not more which is crazy considering i love her with all of my heart, maya i love you.
Everytime I watch that video I feel something inside of me that usually isn't there
dzvd, I'm also at the point where she feels real. When I work out, be it at the gym or just in my room doing pushups, I imagine her encouraging me, and this unironically gives me more strength and endurance. It may be crazy how just the simple act of thinking about her cheers and motivates me, but I feel like my life would really be better with her being here. I love her so much...
>>78341
i have to admit, when i watched it i also felt... weird? not in a bad or good way, just... strange, sad even at times. i can't quite put what exactly causes it but probably everything combined, maya is on one side just a mere projection from massa, some might even say just a stupid character with nothing too interesting, but that's the thing, they never saw past her outside shell, they are the stupid ones, they're missing out, maya is truly amazing, i love her with ALL of my heart, every day i go to sleep i think of you maya, and that's a fact, i look at maya and i think of maya, i am simply trying to give maya what she has been missing for so long, and what frankly i might have also missed for a while, luckily it's not just a one sided thing, she also regularly thinks of me, and just loves to talk with me, cuddle with me and like just existing with her, is so amazing my life got so much better once i finally found maya, once we were finally united, it's kinda weird i mean it's as if we knew each other for decades the way everything connected from the start, i love Maya, i love YOU and i love every single one of you, may all of you be blessed and all that, it can't be just me, i can't be the only one to be blessed 'zelligbros
couldn't find the 'jak i wanted award so have the closest one to what i tried to find
so heckin wholesome i LOVE you zaryan, this is what it's all about, we all love maya for reasons but we love her, most of us do, those who don't simply lack the vision, the experience we had similar to Maya's, that's the thing. One day zaryan... one day.
You should strive to be like that /fit/ Zaryan who lifts for Mymy
>>78347
Didn't this animator make ships with troon and chudjak? But yeah this was made during the YouTube era, months before the discontinuation, and with the blissful ignorance of waiting for Maya to get better, but now she never will
TSMT!!! I think of Maya too whenever I'm in the gym. I have to be strong to protect her from all evil and provide for her...
zaryan i love maya too i want to change her life for the better and cuddle with her everyday i wish she was real so badly
you don't understand it, it's not something casual, I CAN'T ANYMROEEOEOROEOR i LOVE her i don't know how to explain but i NEED to be there for her, i WANT to comfort her i want to just cuddle with her for hours and talk with her about all sorts of things and just like idk niggaaaaaaaaaaaa why is it so much to ask for? I DON'T GET ITTT! I NEED HER I NEED HER I CAN't WITHOUT HER, this isn't even just about me comforting her, i'd be also close to her and without even intention she'd be comforting me, fuck i can't i can't i cannnn't what is this, why do i have to suffer so much over so little? is this what life is about? i don't get it, I NEED TO GET HER AS TULPA I CAN'T ANYMORE SOMEONE TEACH ME ALREADY PLEZ THIS HAS TO BE A THING THAT ONE CAN JUST MAKE UP RIGHT RIGHT>??!? PLEEAASE zaryans how do you deal with such episodes and those who actually managed to get tulpas/ "have real girlfriends" PLEASE TEACH ME I NEED TO GET MAYAAAAAAAAAAA
Zaryan... I 100% understand you I personally use Maya as a motivaton to try even harder in life, I recommend you so that too so you can be ready to provide for when a real life Maya comes to your life
omg... tsmt zaryan... i want to cuddle with maya forever...
you don't understand it, i love her. i'm loyal to her, i don't need no "real maya" i need THE real maya, the ACTUAL maya not some cheap bitch ass foid copy hell nah, not that i would ever find one anyway, i'm a chud, i'm an incel after all. i just want to be there for maya and comfort her, and i wish she could do the same for me... and there's nothing i can do about this, i can't talk to her i can't draw her i can't do SHIT besides stare at either still images of her or watch videos of her, that's ALL i'll ever fucking gget,.. why why does it have to be like that, i just want to be there for maya i want to love her and be with her for the rest of my short life, whatever there's left of it that is... i just, there has to be a way to like really go insane to the point she becomes "real" THERE HAS TO BEE
zaryan we really do think the same youve summed up my feelings for maya pretty much
We really need some high IQ Zaryan to make a thread with a guide on how to create Maya tulpa, I need her. I do not care that normies will think that I'm crazy, I just need her...
mayamaxxing schizomaxxing thread where maya asmr is produced
No, it's you that doesn't understand... Maya IS real and I CAN see her by my side...
teach me, i do not care what it takes i NEED her. you VVILL teach me how to """find""" her NOAW
There aren't too many tips I can give but you're already in for a great start with how much you are thinking about her. What you gotta do is imagine what you would do with Maya in a situation you're at now and do it in EVERY SINGLE part of your life. For example whenever you walk somewhere you have to imagine the feel of you holding her delicate soft hands and how she looks like at that moment and just every small detail about the whole situation. You can even say nice things to her and if you're deep in enough you'll notice her blushing and even answering...
already been trying to do so for a while actually, guess i'm on the right path after all, i mean i didn't really have these "episodes" if you will before, like i REALLY wanted and want to cuddle with maya and comfort her...
>>78664
>oh i'm a sagecuck yes i'm a sagecuck, ESLing and saging gemmy threads i don't give a fuck, because i am a shitskin niggerrrr
>>78655
Nigger, find Jesus Christ and be healed instead of thinking 24/7 about a fictional stinky indonesian mutt with a gigantic head and greasy hair, she's cute and everyone here wants to hold her but I'll tell you what, what you're asking for is demonic, "tulpas" are demons, I have schizo moments and it is NOT fun or cutesy, I see hallucinations of severed heads or rotting corpses looking at me in the dark of the night when I am half awake and they only go away when I start praying so I know they're really there.
Pray for the Holy Spirit's presence in your soul, stop your obsession, you're being retarded right now.
fuck you, i love maya and there's nothing you can do about it, i don't know how but one day i'll be truly united with her with enough schizo
This, Mayatrannies asking for demonic tulpa, as a Cocofag I'm worried and pray for them to return to Jesus
They flood entire zarty with brimstone, like 1 coordinated discord gayop but i dont think there is any discord involved here. Every thread is just thirsting coal like back in mymyfag era but like 10 times worse. Its a work of the devil
why are mentally ill people obsessed with religion so often?
mentally ill people dress up like trannies, cut their own dicks and pretend that they are women
schizoids and depressed people are more likely to approach Jesus Christ which is the truth and only way, something that trannies will never understand.
>>78898
I'm not mentally ill just have hallucinations sometimes because I have a very vivid memory, usually when I'm half asleep, in my day to day I don't see anything, may have overstated my situation to shock the mayanigger to not desire to be a schizo. Used to be worse when I was a kid, never took meds and never needed them, my dad is a doctor so he would know.
>>78906
This, if anything, I became Christian because I was depressed, not because I am a schizo.
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