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My New Girlfriend Zaryan No.34421 R: 19 / V: 61 Hey Zelligtards. I figured this would be a nice place to post a picture of what I can only describe as My New Girlfriend. I have recently been trying to ween myself off Erotic AI Roleplay and Boymoder Porn and figured this would be a good way to do so. The idea is to basically use her like a girlfriend, as someone who makes me want to improve my awful lifestyle. I've already had what I can best describe as a Tulpa of Mymy in my head for the last three months, and she's already helped me lose 30 pounds and start lifting.
Before anyone says, I AM NOT SODOMIZING HER. That would be a sin.
The question is: Do you guys think this is AT ALL a good idea?
(Art was custom made by a friend. If anyone wants HQ I'll post it)

Zaryan No.25383 R: 10 / V: 16 I would racemix for Vivian.

Bob No.144507 R: 26 / V: 59

Howdy! As you may have noticed, I have taken a little break from stickying threads to see if anybody would notice they were gone. Since I haven't seen anyone complain, I wanted to directly ask - do you still want gemmy oc threads to be stickied in /zellig/? The Zarty is for the Zaryans, after all.
Also I'll finally do some more oc myself. Life is good. Perhap a new request thread, a video game, pictures of me with Zoot... who knows.

https://files.catbox.moe/xdg4vy.rar

Zaryan No.144496 R: 24 / V: 82 Why does mymy like captain crunch?

Need to cleanse self of retardation. Zaryan No.34106 R: 100 / V: 233

I wanna preface this by saying im here because this is too embarrassing to post on a more identifiable place and the sharty is no use, also im NOT a troon and NEVER will be one or anything close to it and I know for a fact im not gay.

Im a man but I don't really understand how to be one entirely, I grew up without a father figure and I was mentally ill in my tween/teen years and suicidal. I've always been very sensitive cuz of autism and im very physically weak my whole life, I was really insecure about this in high school and I was already depressed so I found myself latching onto media that had "Soft" male characters like deltarune and sanrio stuff and a variety of cute themed furry webcomics because I associated masculine men with ugly and mean things, and saw myself in characters like ralsei or the suicidal cat in this picture

I didn't want to fuck them I want that to be clear, the fantasy was being them and then maybe dating one of the girl characters from the comics/games I was fantasizing about. part of my suicidal tendencies was the fantasy of escaping the real world and then going to a afterlife where I basically become one of those characters,

its so bad it warped my perception of self where my inner monologue and self perception I always imagine a squeaky voiced sort of chibi/fursona version of myself whenever I think or picture myself doing something or during my cry sessions.

Im a adult now and I know this stuff is all bad and unhealthy especially since I have seen how troons are and have shifted into a more conservative mindset but no matter what I do I can't get out of this headspace

im so jealous of normal guys who grow up and do manly stuff and have girlfriends without ever having these weird fantasies because I genuinely don't know what to do, I know I need to be normal but my brain wants me to -ACK and get away from reality, wtf do I do to undo this, I feel like I got fucked up rng and should just -ack to try again at life as a normal guy.

Zaryan No.144551 R: 1 / V: 2 i`m just wondering how onion dwellers made up most of the Ongezellig community