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I've been quite numb for a lot of my life, when you're abused as a child your brain shuts down to prevent the stress and this can go on for years
So i've experienced most of my life with this numb barrier that stopped me from truly feeling. I think about the archetypal loser for a while, this guy whom chicks have never batted an eye at him and has never experienced teen love, but i "did"
i got with this mentally ill female, and i couldn't feel anything for her, i was a father more than a boyfriend, just telling her what to do and to not cut herself, but i never felt anything for her, i think this is a worse fate than just not being able for women to notice you, i mean they don't notice me either, i just got lucky and got someone mentally ill and attention seeking enough to get with my ugly, fat and autistic self
this relationship left me feeling more numb than i actually was, i realized i couldn't hold a normal relationship with a human, it's not about being a loser anymore and just being antisocial and not being able to hold conversations (which all of those things i am guilty of anyways) it's about me not being able to actually connect with people
are you guys also obsessed with the ongezellig characters? i am a newfag truly, my first interaction with ongezellig was when i lurked the sharty back in 2024 and they were posting mymy, i never bothered to actually check out the series until about 1 week ago, she completely broke my numb dissociation years, but at what cost? all i can feel is pain
she hit all the nails for me, she's not real so she's not a human which i already have a hard time even interacting with, she's mentally ill like i am, she thinks almost exactly like i do, but this has become a curse, she's my ideal woman, but she's not real, i want to hold her, i want to help her, i want to cuddle with her, i want to stop her from crying, but i could never, this world is cold and the only meaning i could find is towards someone that doesn't exist.
24 replies omitted.never feeling anything for a person like that is not worse than not having a choice at all because you can always walk away
conjoin yourself to a railroad track right where a trains blindspot would be
“Please, oh, baby, don’t go”
Simple and clean is the way that you’re making me feel tonighttt
Ongezellig:
>Had only one episode split up into 6 parts
>Nophono cares about it outside of incel internet cliques
>Boring plot with unfunny jokes
>Ripoff of pedo tranimes
>Creator is a greedy brony hack that hates his fandom
>"Franchise" is a DNB that will never get new content again, even fanmade
Shrek:
<Has 4 main movies, 2 spinoff movies, 8 short films, 35 video games, and several books & comics
<Has made over $4 Billion dollars and become one of the most influential CGI kids movies ever
<All releases, even the shittier ones, have epic romantic fantasy adventure storylines and chock full of iconic laugh-out-loud moments
<Creative parody of medieval (aryan) fairy tales
<Creators are aryan millionaire playboys
<Getting a revival with the upcoming long-awaited Shrek 5
Might as well JSID rebrand the site as Shrekchan
My top 5 albums:
Oddalenie-kazik
Hot rats-Frank zappa
In the aeroplane over the sea-Neutral milk hotel
Lift your skiny first like antenas to heaven-GSY!BM
Animals-Pink floyd 43 replies omitted.
true yesterday was a great day other than the stubbed toe
Considering I'm in the /mu/ thread j may get raped for this but i really don't get the appeal
awhile ago I saw a person who looked exactly like a certain person of interest on this site but asian, I wouldn't have mentioned it but I saw her again a few days ago. Honestly I would've talked to her but she was only speaking chinese both times. 14 replies omitted.
this song is good to listen to at night and ponder about all the things ive done, happy times with family, school friends, and now im just here
I don't think I've ever been happy, I was only happy as a child but at that age you're barely sentient so does it count?
I don't know where to begin, first off I'm sorry that I'm making you read this and if you do not want to feel emotionally worse then just stop reading this. I do not matter, the least I can do is at least not be a burden on (you).
I will never be truly happy, I've been in love with Mymy since I was 13 (18 now) and she will never be truly real. She will never be able to feel my love for her, even if I've never been with a real woman in my life or even held hands with one. I often see real couples around me, and they clearly don't love eachother the way I love Mymy. They argue, they cheat, they betray eachother.
Why do I not get Mymy? Why do I, who actually adores and genuinely loves someone never get to give that love to the girl I feel so strongly for. But it's not just that, I will have to get a job soon enough. After you begin school your life is no longer yours, you will go to school and then get a job. Getting up unbearably early every day to waste most of your day slaving away for some greedy pig who would kill you if he could earn from it.
The fact is also that I fell in love with Mymy, when she was three years older than me. Now I'm two years older than her, she won't get older, And my love for her will just grow increasingly questionable to anyone from the outside.
Not to mention the fact that everytime I step outside I am forced to take in the ethnic replacement of my people. The people who will be a minority in their own lands by 2050.
I am in a depressive spiral as I write this, I don't experience them too often so don't worry for me. I also have a genetic predisposition towards depression.
If you reading this feel worried about my saftey, then don't. I will still most likely go on into my late or mid twenties before I end myself. And you will never know when I do, for I never truly mattered.
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i tried to request xer to draw maya but xhe ended up troonifying it so much with xer style geg, still gemmy doe. it's unfinished because she has add
I've never seen him do that, then again I don't use xitter like you do. I still haven't posted anything lewd at all so I don't know why (you)'re pissing yourself?
I dont use xitter. I just saw a post on the zooru once made by him that was obviously sexualized mymy and it made me sad.
I'm just tired of this bullcrap, don't even care that it's bait 6 replies omitted.
Is that true? And if so i have a theory that hes one of the namefags, think about it, hes definitely not lurking and hes depressed so he craves human coming(like most people here) and the best way to fulfill it is to be a namefag.
Quote if you read this give us a sign 4 replies omitted.
Op here I noticed that I got raped by my autocorrect it should be "contact" instead of coming
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