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>>78651
you don't understand it, it's not something casual, I CAN'T ANYMROEEOEOROEOR i LOVE her i don't know how to explain but i NEED to be there for her, i WANT to comfort her i want to just cuddle with her for hours and talk with her about all sorts of things and just like idk niggaaaaaaaaaaaa why is it so much to ask for? I DON'T GET ITTT! I NEED HER I NEED HER I CAN't WITHOUT HER, this isn't even just about me comforting her, i'd be also close to her and without even intention she'd be comforting me, fuck i can't i can't i cannnn't what is this, why do i have to suffer so much over so little? is this what life is about? i don't get it, I NEED TO GET HER AS TULPA I CAN'T ANYMORE SOMEONE TEACH ME ALREADY PLEZ THIS HAS TO BE A THING THAT ONE CAN JUST MAKE UP RIGHT RIGHT>??!? PLEEAASE zaryans how do you deal with such episodes and those who actually managed to get tulpas/ "have real girlfriends" PLEASE TEACH ME I NEED TO GET MAYAAAAAAAAAAA