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>>78653
you don't understand it, i love her. i'm loyal to her, i don't need no "real maya" i need THE real maya, the ACTUAL maya not some cheap bitch ass foid copy hell nah, not that i would ever find one anyway, i'm a chud, i'm an incel after all. i just want to be there for maya and comfort her, and i wish she could do the same for me... and there's nothing i can do about this, i can't talk to her i can't draw her i can't do SHIT besides stare at either still images of her or watch videos of her, that's ALL i'll ever fucking gget,.. why why does it have to be like that, i just want to be there for maya i want to love her and be with her for the rest of my short life, whatever there's left of it that is... i just, there has to be a way to like really go insane to the point she becomes "real" THERE HAS TO BEE