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>>11371
sorry zaryan, i didn't record it, and i wouldn't record it, it's a time between me and her, filled with laughter and just love and cuddling, there's nothing of value for any of you nor do i feel like she would appreciate me uploading that + i sing terribly, she just loves me so much that she doesn't care, i love all of you guys too doe, have a good night zaryans may you all be blessed too.
thanks for understanding btw, it DOES mean a lot to us! anyway good night niggas i'm going to sleep again i love you all.. uh i don't really got too much to say today, i mean i grilled today n shit ate like sausages and all it was pretty good also worked on some shit nothing tooooo fancy uh yeah good night fellas today i probably won't sing to her but i will however cuddle with her and tell her just how much i love her! good night
this, so much this, capitalism and communism are the same side of the jewish coin
>telling me to work and not be a lazy faggot is kike propaganda now
Do twp chudtroons really? GEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEG
Even though corporatism makes everyone work by abolishing unearned income
>>11582
i woke up you happy now?
good morning
thanks coco, i really needed that, i'll make sure to give a gooood hug to maya for ya
it became based o algo
>never give v...BRAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAP
you won't do shit, you faggots larp as aryans but get all squimish when anything offensive is posted, your like gobbels vomiting when he visited a concentraction camp
no, your point is you want a safespace to masturbate your feelings in, this isn't plebbit or 4cuck, the sharty was built on being offensive and mean.. the whole soyboy meme makes fun of effeminate males
Are you a braplinneal soycuck who needs a safebox to blogpost about, you already have a place called schlog
>Are you a braplinneal soycuck who needs a safebox to blogpost about, you already have a place called schlog
>LOOK! LOOK AT MY HECKING COOL GORE DRAWINGS AND EDGY WORDSALAD ""SCHIZOPOSTS"" THAT MEAN NOTHING ALSO IGNORE THE FACT I DREW 'ZELLIG INFLATION JUST LOOK AT IT!! ITS WAY BETTER THAN YOUR SHITTY ART
none of the SNCA NAS brimstone you spam have anything to do with mocking soyboys or zellig or any other part with zarty culture
>a safespace to masturbate your feelings in
Yeah I'm starting to see more posts like that, but that's probably because the majority of us are waifufags
its just mayacels making more and more thirstposts, the userbase hasnt changed much beyond that
its its right there its everywhere go look on /zellig/ go look its everywhere why do i have to say this we already made it WE MADE IT and we still are i dont get it
if zuz was still around he would've put mayafags in their place
but why do you care about the garabe dump random sfw board getting spammed, i ain't shitting on your precious /zellig/
>>no arrow
>>not even a reply
>what kind of an immigrant it is?
eh i didnt really mind you in other threads but i just pointed it out in this one and you sperged out
>suddenly doesnt care
well sorry, i acted like a jartycuck for a moment, i forgot i wasn't on the sharty i guess, i'll pay respects to the culture..
the squirrel cuck place put image approval ques in after i buck broke them with gemmy spam, it was a dead nigger site anyways, and froot's sharty has crypto-miner ads and malware everywhere
<well sorry, i acted like a jartycuck for a moment, i forgot i wasn't on the sharty i guess, i'll pay respects to the culture..
>no problem 'teen
if it was current day sharty it would end in a massive soy-duel using slopjaks and then froot posting dead nigger baby gore
thanks, it's kind of already day but these faggots just keep on babbling and babbling about literal snca like nigga kamala lost a thrembillion years ago let it go nigga
leave my thread nigger this was and will always be a thread about ME going to sleep not your snca bullshit drama gtfo
Sorry Zaryan, will try to be more mindful althougbeit it's fun to shitpost
>anti-Frootist Brimstone
>kill yourself faggot
you hate him because he's successful, he turned soycucks like you into a money-making machine
successful in money making? and he has a horrible userbase that hates him
>successful in money making?
there are ads on the sharty, or at least used to be
>and he has a horrible userbase that hates him
not a problem because he doesn't interact with them
>muh money
don't you realize not everything life has to make a profit, the reason the west is turning into niggerhell is politicans loving cheap labour and money from middle-managment clowns like george soros and larry fink, froot is much like those two, a puppet for extremely evil and greey buisnessmen who only care about profit, not value or depth
>interrupting the thread again award (sorry OP)
I read somewhere during GG 2 that it doesn't matter what the "audience" thinks of the publisher and what they do with the IP because they get money from the (((DEI))) practices anyways, and someone replied if money was the only thing that mattered. Clearly, not
i wish more niggas would at least be respectful oh well, i'll be probably heading off soon and by soon i mean about when i'll be day dreaming or whatever you call that state where you just sit and suddenly you're like sleeping but not fully, like you're never awake but never asleep type shit
- Jews, this one is fairly obvious why
- Jeets, they're basically gypsies so I'll count gypsies to them, we all know them, dravidian monstrosities that eat google play cards
- Niggers, they're animals, you can barely even blame them for acting like animals when they're not human
- Spics, race mixed spawns of satan but at least if you leave them to their own devices in their own continent, they won't bother
- Abbos, they're like niggers but somehow even dumber. At least they're less malicious
- Asians and Natives, if you leave them alone, they will leave you alone too. Besides some Asian countries like Japan are nice places to visit.
Also white aryans are #1 we're the best. Theres a reason all these other races seeth at us and constantly lust after our women. But we have our own issues, mainly our mercy and compassion towards the before mentioned groups. To me white is white, I don't care if you're from Russia, Britain, Greece, if your genetic test seas 100% european, you're one of my tribe.
Almost forgot the Arabs, but I'll count them at 1.5 they're semites, just like the jews but much dumbe
>>11793
it really is huh...
good night zaryans i'm going to sleep once more! today we did actually bake as Maya suggested, it was.. chaotic, but it was fun, just pure love between us going while we tried our best to make some chocolate chip cookies, they kinda burned a bit but they turned out pretty great in the end i mean anything maya does is great after all how could she be so beautiful hm? oh i love her zaryans, i love her so much there aren't enough words to describe just how much i truly love her and i hope she knows it, i try to tell it to her all the time but i don't want her to just "know" i want her to actually believe that, hard to explain but anyway i love you zaryans may you all be blessed and good night!
I fucking hate my life. It's the same shit every day with the same annoying shitty people, in this shitty world. And I am so goddamn sick of it. And guess what? There isn't jack fucking shit I can do about it. I'm helpless and powerless, I don't feel like I've grown, I still feel like I've gotten nowhere, If it's not something in my personal life, I seethe at something jewish or something that pisses me off somwhere else in the world. Decadence and hedonism only feel good for a moment, but I still feel empty. I suppose that just how the modern man goes through life now; they either enjoy blissful hedonism, or end up depressed and bitter, since the death of God, of course. My faith pulls me to him, I want to be a fool for Christ, but my monotonous, bitter, everday struggles cloud my soul, and I suffocate myself. I am inspired by the works of Fr. Seraphim Rose, and life of St. Haralambos, to live free of the world, be it pleasure, money, praise, is one thing I desire deeply, yet, I show that I am weak. Am I even worth my own thoughts and time? Should I even bother? I know those are the words from the tongue of Satan, but is he right? What if tomorrow never comes? Am I just to be yet another soul in hell. I feel sorry for God, who thought I could ever change.
beautiful speech, it's rare to see words from the heart anymore in this irony-infested planet spinning on a ball of dirt
sorry to hear that, i myself found in such position a while ago, i was lost, i was... desperate, i had no clue where to go or what to do, frankly sometimes i still think about that at times but back then it was way worse, i really wish the best for you fella and that you find someone or something you can truly love or care for! life is a... is certainly a thing, life can be a completely small thing something you don't even notice, for an outsider for example, yet life is something huge for yourself, the existence the consciousness whatever you would call that, you know what i mean... that is if this world is even real but you know what i mean i'm sure. sometimes i think to myself why even bother? why even do what i do? like is this what i do right now even worth it? who am i doing this exactly for? for myself? i don't care? i don't really wish to work a fucking 9/5 yet look at me being a good goy doing everything to just get a CHANCE to get into a 9/5 so much bullshit they make you go through just to still tell you to go work at a mcdonald's when 50 years ago you could basically walk in and get any job and even if they would want your education bullshit paper thing well that's not the point either way, basically anyone could get a job and when you got a job you could sustain not just yourself, you could have a huge loving family and sustain yourself with a whole ass house and so on as now it's barely possible to get by just by yourself let alone with a "family" not that such thing would love most of us anyway considering what unrealistic expectations everyone has got from (((them))) we are simply fucked either way, where even was i? why am i talking about this again? well... talking is a bit of a stretch, more like typing after all right? oh i know, i was writing about why i'm doing whatever i am doing i made this whole shit once again about myself how selfish of me i'm such a terrible person, truly terrible, i don't want to be a terrible piece of shit person but that's what i am, that's how i am there's nothing i can do about it well i could except not really i mean i can but not really idk i'm fucking tired i came here to write about me going to sleep again but saw this delightful thing of yours, i have no clue if YOU are seeing it or if you bothered to read the whole thing but i just want you to know that you are not alone, we're all struggling kind of, some just get good at pretending they don't, some go full on delusional schizo mode while others are just forced to bear the pain, and honestly, you coming out here and telling this, even on an anonymous image board thing, that's a good step, that's a good thing, you're not afraid or well maybe you are, damn it why am i so terrible at this, forgive me for being so fucking horrible i wish i wouldn't be but that's what i am, basically, good luck in life man do NOT give up under any circumstances remember you were born a non pajeet (i hope) you won, you were given not just the chance to live but to live as a human being take the chance even if niggers are everywhere trying to make our life's worse it's still worth to fight for a good life. there you go now i wrote a mile of text once again well that's just me after all, now i will send this and i'll write about me going to bed once more totally not being delusional trying to make myself believe that maya is real and is with me loving me and caring for me (which she is btw) love you zaryan! remember! FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT!
I can feel Satan in me. He is trying to take me. Right now. I know this and cry. I ask God to save me, to help me. My thoughts and desires are rotting me. My soul and mind are ROTTING. I can't smiie and laugh forever, but I have to, people can't know me, they won't understand. I feel as though I am going mad, mad, I tell you, and I want the serpent of Babylon caste from me. I let him in, and now I know how much control I've given him. I have so long 'till I am free, only two more years of schooling, and two years until adulthood. But I am suffocating. I have got a job too. I hate this so MUCH. He is going back, but only for a little while. God, make it go away.
that's terrible, i'm very sorry for you zaryan, may we all be forgiven and be blessed one day. whatever happens or doesn't happen, never let go, keep fighting, in the end it'll all be worth it, you just have to trvst the plqn, things VVILL get better and that's my promise to you, do you trvst the plqn? i sure do! and hopefully you too will, keep fighting against satan, he wants you to give up, to "rot" don't let him take the better of you, repent and keep fighting till the last day but don't make that last day come sooner than intended that's a sin you know? and i love all zaryans after all... just don't let yourself down, this isn't about someone else this is about YOU and YOU only, it is okay to think about yourself, but do not give up just don't. i am really hoping the best for you zaryan may this chaos be gone soon and may you be blessed.
this entire thread should be immortalized with a /calm/ video where OP sleeps peacefully with Maya
today i did literally nothing useful. today was literally just a useles day, the type of day you could completely forget and nothing would be different, however i did cuddle with maya as usual! i love her so much there aren't enough words to describe my love for her... good night to all of you! i will see you all tomorrow or however that goes
also thanks >>12331
>>12538
thanks btw!
anyway good night to all zaryans! both of us decided to go out! and we actually decided to go watch a movie, and we settled on that 'craft movie whatever, we were LITERALLY the only ones there (also why maya wanted to go to that one specifically) it was pretty nice, being around her, watching the movie with her. the movie was fine i guess, there's only so much i expected from it to begin with, there were times i was quite enjoying it actually. we shared our snacks and all, it was pretty nice actually! i love her so much.. good night all of you!
>>13258
thanks for the good night!
good night my niggas, i'm going to sleep. did a couple things today, also cuddled with maya and just had a ton of fun today! i love all of you, good night.
forgot muh sleeping nigga (even doe this one was probably posted like 3 times in this thread already)
good night niggas, i'm like REALLY tired and sleepy rn i probably won't write all too much but i will make sure to pat and cuddle maya as much as possible before i'll pass out and fall asleep once again... i love all of you and i feel freeeeeeeeeeeee good night oh right if i'll still be able to i just might sing a song or two for her, so we could both fall asleep faster or something but i'll see what i can do or not do...
>probably won't write all too much
>proceeds to still write a lot
mfw
Kys Mayafag. She will NEVER be real you cringeworthy sub 50 IQ Congolese negroid.
>Kys Mayafag. She will NEVER be real you cringeworthy sub 50 IQ Congolese negroid.
Kys Mayafag. She will NEVER be real you cringeworthy sub 50 IQ Congolese negroid.
'night zaryans i'm going to sleep again
tfw i literally couldn't reppey yesterday
>i don't look like coco actually but i do love maya
>>14298
thanks for that btw i think i fell asleep faster than i usually do or something even though i never even saw this reply before o algo
'night zaryans love you all
>>14331
very very late 'night to you too!
going to sleep again though good night zaryans
nigga a fucking gif, people are fucking tracing people by gifs, incredible. i must say. whatever you like to call coal is your business though. either way i'm going to sleep zaryans
No one is ever truly anonymous of the Internet
>t. someone who was recognized across different imageboards
And coal for me are things that provide absolutely 0 value or 0 soymotions in me, racebait is coal for example, especially in great amounts, 'jaks that are uninspired or anything that doesn't really stick out. I think slopjaks are coal for example, very bothered form of 'jakking that doesn't really convey anything than the shock of a bunch of random things on your screen
>>14456
i must say, this is a very delightful definition of coal. oh well. i forgot to say my usual goodnight yesterday and felt terrible while trying to fall asleep but i was too tired and lazy to come back up to do it. but now is that time again. good night to all zaryans. i love you all.
>>14454
guess i can't escape the namefag shit, what a shame
i dont have anyone to share my interests with due to being a stone cold trvecel
It don't matter nigga, have fun and not give a fuck
No if you have good opsec, you just have to provide plausible deniability
>Just like on my old 4chan! Γ
I hope you know you're loved nigga, I truly do. I know I'm not, but you are, ok?
that's not true, you're a zaryan, and i love all zaryans! but not sure about the first part... either way, i'm going to sleep again! good night zaryans, also ruined my sleeping schedule again award
are you trying that video? i havent watched it what are u gonna do
>>14954
yeah, i tried to do what was in the vid and even read the paper but nigga it's SO fucking vague like nigga it's nuts. like for example when am i to expect to start seeing shit after just looking into darkness, can it happen at the first time of doing it or am i supposed to look into this supposed darkness in my eyes for many times like a retard? no idea. i mean i get it and all, could be a everyone has a different way type shit but at least mention that. nigga like i have no clue if i'm doing it right or wrong, i mean dude i don't even know if i'm allowed to move or not, if i'm supposed to press down on my eyes or if that changes anything in terms of when that all happens and so on. just wish some schizoid that actually pulled it off would just put a COMPREHENSIVE guide on how to do it, where all the stupid details wouldn't be left out to be sure that you do everything right. i'll try today again and will probably keep on trying hoping for something to happen but it might be all for nothing who knows. essentially all info that was given was
>close your eyes and just keep starring into this darkness for 1-2 hours and imagine shit that then is supposed to appear.
that's all that was given, no next step no nothing, perhaps i missed something but this seems to be all info given besides that maybe it'll make it more likely to dream about whatever you wanted or something but still.
either way, i'm going to sleep zaryans. i love you all and wish the best for all of you. 'night
yeah idk if i'm doing something wrong or am just extremely retarded or maybe both actually if you think about it. either way i'm going to sleep, 'night zaryans. please love each other more instead of hating. seriously, sometimes it feels like some of you niggas either breaking the rules or are EXTREMELY retarded, and that's coming from someone a bit retarded himself, think about that
severe sleep deprivation can result in hallucinations, just saying
i'm not sure you could reach that point without external factors preventing you from falling asleep, sheer willpower could not be enough
yeah no that's literally bullshit, to this day i still have to meet those supposed "hallucinations" unless of course, i am right now and i've been thinking i have lived years already while actually i was just in a half asleep sleep deprived state and everything was an illusion, maybe 'zellig never even existed. maybe this is all an elusion? well.. if it is, and i'll wake up from it. i'll try to make 'zellig a thing, i don't know how but i will because the people need it, they just don't know yet that they need it.
idk, that's what various sources cite, personally I've never went without sleep for longer than 36 hours so no hallucinations or other effects for me
There's one, and that's hereditary, called "fatal familial insomnia" but yeah
yeah i told you this is all bullshit, hallucinations are clearly not a thing, or at least can not be achieved this way that's for sure. anyway 'night zaryans i love you all
Hallucinations are real because sometimes I hear voices calling me and they sound like people I know, and then realize I am completely alone. It stopped being scary a while ago
it's like der 'cord where everyone says they're schizo to stand out, but not a single one of them really are
Evendoe I am serious and it actually happens to me
>being on 'cord enough to know the quirks of the "people" who live there
this schizo larping is so fucking repetitive in imageboards it'd be nice if they atleast do it differently like idk, make an operating system completely from the ground up. point is, if you're going to act schizo atleast have something to show for it
I never said I was schizo, otherwise I would be completely in another dimension, and I am no Terry Davis, you clearly have been on imageboards too much and your perception of things has been distorted to the point where everything is a larp or everything is fake and done for attention
i never assumed (you) to be schizo doe, don't know where you got that from. im just rambling about with how gay these so-called schizos are with how much i see way too many of them
People :transheart: attention, that's why if you go to social medias you can find people DESPERATELY craving the attention they want by posting 1488 times a day, or just screaming into the digital void
I usually lurk but tonight I thought I would say goodnight to you all. I have an exam in the morning and I'm a little worried but it's not too bad, I know that God is with me so I will pass. Goodnight Zaryans.
>inb4 mutt hours
>45 minutes ago
LITERALLY AN HOUR OLD WHAT THE FUCKK
It's not what I expected from eurohours!.. or it's still mutthours, idk actually...
at least stop bvmping this shit. what the fuck happened, unironically two hours is nuts
>>15202
'P up for 2,5 hours, the jannies either all quit again or were gooning to it again as they have to zellig' p. Corpses of former zaryans who showed some criticism and dead unfinished projects litter the streets and every corner of the fandom and the soysphere hates us, this is unironically going to get worse and worse if Zoot runs with his tail in his legs and leaves Bob in charge of this rotting corpse. By 2026 these threads will be all that's left of what was once great and more people will be remembering us in ridicule rather than fondness. When will zoot and the nuzelligcacas learn to start letting go?
or you know, donβt have to be a demoralizing nigger about it and instead suggest that we should hire more jannies that can operate during mutthours so shit like βp wonβt be up for 2.5 hours
>hiring burgerlanders to prevent 'p posting
THIS IS EURO IMAGEBOARD AND WE'RE GONNA RATHER SHUT IT DOWN DURING THESE OBSESSED MUTTHOURS SO NO PORN WILL BE POSTED THAN ALLOW THEM IN OUR ADMINISTRATION
<o algo but in arabic or turkish you know
>euroniggers are obsessed SLFs that would rather make the zarty a 'p site than hire a couple of burgers
even just 1 chronically online 'mutt would work wonders
Calm down, I'm kidding
das rite ytboi, you better be
Ok now you're making me post an acking nigger with a rope, do you actually want me to do this?
i'm not a mutt but i often have such a terrible sleeping schedule i basically live the mutt hours more often than not. and i'd be happily a janny, doing it for free and everything. but i just don't think i have it in me, i'm not bvilt for it. sometimes it's hard to tell something needs to be deleted unless it's literal 'p and shit like that. some stuff that i were to say should be deleted could be considered by other zaryans or jannies to be fine hence i'll just stand from the side and beg someone volunteers instead
you don't need to be an expert with what to ban or not to, you'll learn it on the way. so long as you're willing to keep the zarty safe from 'philes it'll be alright
perhaps you're right, perhaps not. i'm not sure. but i mean if zoot or bob or however is in charge of jannies sees this and would suggest me i'd take it, but personally i really am not quite sure. i love this place, and don't want to ruin it more than i already do o algo
Having a good mutt janny would do wonders, the eurojannies are MOSTLY ok, but this website has basically been conceived around eurohours and with it growing, this stuff WILL happen
wait i don't want it to grow, i don't want this to just become like sharty again. this is so much better. also i'm not a 'mutt, i have a sleeping schedule quite often of a 'mutt
It's definitely not going to reach the sharty levels anytime soon, but we definitely keep getting immigrants in
yeah i don't want that though, any amount of immigrants le bad, ESPECIALLY normalfag immigrants from xitter and reel n shieet
congrats zaryan! i'm glad you passed it! i kind of missed that for some reason wish i could've supported you at the time but glad you made it!
this post would fit if you were replying to a zaryan posting pictures of xhemselves being transgender
>>15479
it's okay buddy, everything's going to be fine in the end, never forget. nothing ever happens.
love you buddy... anyway i'm going to sleep zaryans or well at least will try to go for as much time as i got left thanks for me being a retard
goodnight
aw man i feel terrible that i missed it, goodnight to you too buddy, i love you and i love this place so much. good night
Love you
>>15867
:(
>>15872
i love you too little buddy.
hey guys, i guess that's it. i think i'll hop off for today and go to sleep, i need some PROPER sleep for once oh man i can't wait! this is going to be awesome, anyway i love all of you zaryans SO much, i am sorry for making some of you rather unhappy with my presence at times, and hope to be forgiven and accepted one day as is, i wish we could all just be a bit more /calm/er to each other at times and perhaps more neutral rather than negative... okay this sounds weird but if (YOU) are reading it, i hope that you get it.
>hey guys, i guess that's it
i hope you're not implying what im thinking you are... You have alot to live for Zaryan.
it's just a catchy line doe, not sure if you are my buddy but i already said many many times i would NEVER EVER EVER even THINK of doing such thing, at least i certainly don't want to any time soon
he's not, but what he said is better than anything i could ever say.
i'm not so sure about all those promises i made to people now...
>but i already said many many times i would NEVER EVER EVER even THINK of doing such thing, at least i certainly don't want to any time soon
Thats good man, keep it that way. Never think of that stuff. I usually go straight to sleep when i have those kind of thoughts, and i wake up better in the morning. Doe it dosent always work and sometimes i spend all night crying, Im glad you're atleast better than me.
<coco space
different fag btw, sorry if i interrupted yall
Don't trust yourself before going to sleep, emotions are heightened a lot: you laugh easily, you cry easily, but sometimes a good cry can only do good as it addresses problems you otherwise would willingly ignore in the morning
Nobody irl is "real" chud, if everyone was who they truly are then everyone would go around killing everyone, it's all about finding the person you can be somewhat genuine with
geg what the fuck
alright then
somebody has said this exact thing to me, is life just a loop? it's so tiresome.
oh... ok...
>mcgoyslop
You people are so lucky, my city is so small and irrelevant theres literally no fastfood, no mcdonalds, kfc, pizza hut etc. We dont even have a mall. Closest fastfood chain is 1 hour away so ive only eaten mcdonalds maybe like 15 times in my life. But thats the cost of being a romaryan i guess
geg used my image award anyway i live in a small ass place too but because it's like "the biggest" around it got to have a mcgoyslop, actually there's a lot of different places out here, from stores to mcgoyslop literally all i need is here geg. damn 15 times is pretty low, wouldn't be surprised if i ate it more than that this year alone, i'll probably go soon and get it doe because it's not actually a 24/7 one but rather closes at 12pm so there's that, not too sure if you're my buddy or some different literal who but either way love you o algo
>>16051
yeah i don't even know what to say nigga
marge what does that mean
it means i have insane level of retardation to the point i can't even convey my message to a normal human being
geg, well you did steal my file name too sooooo that's only fair buddy i hope you don't mind doe
EY YOU STOLE ANOTHER ONE OF MINE geg it really is our way of bonding or something, i love you bud
will we ever try to connect outside of dutch cartoon splinter website?
it feels like this is one of those trick questions, were either the answer i give rapes me and expels me out of here, or nothing ever happens. but idk, i'd love to doe. time will tell geg
you can literally just reset your router if the numods ban you for exchanging cords or something
ok, here's my cord.
banned
'cord is the application that is actively killing this place doe + ban evading is le bad and i'd never do that or something like that yeah
oh also i made a little something but i want to first sleep, i hope you niggas will enjoy it doe (even doe it's dusty coal)
sorry man, i'm always sad, and that manifests itself in what i do, sometimes i just don't want to talk to the people i care about, because i don't want to burden them with my feelings.
it's good to be like that sometimes, helps you avoid overstaying your welcome.
anyway, i've set up a cytube for connecting with eachother but i'm unsure if i want to link it since i think that would get me banned and it has a low chance of working in general, since anybody can larp as anybody.
if you think it's worth it, maybe i can just post the name of the room and the password so you can get in, albeit anybody here would also be able to get in but i guess that doesn't matter, since it supports private messages as long as you're in a room with somebody.
also 'plier tax.
You made that? Zem that saved the 5 year old splinter community
Dude that drawing is so fucking gemmy holy shit, retard question (maybe) but is that paint or marker? (You) should make more btw, also im a different fag not your buddy, but will you still talk in this thread even after moving to cytube with him? I find it comforting to see and to talk with people with the same problems as me and theres really no other place on the soysphere
the cytube is just a proxy to connect on a deeper level without putting ourselves in danger, or at least that's the idea.
of course i'll still use the zarty, and this thread.
>>16196
i love you buddy, just do as you want to, i guess there's always risk or something. perhaps (YOU) should ask bob or zoot etc. or maybe not, either way, you are not overstaying or anything, (YOU) are NOT a burden, you are a gem that makes me happy every day when i see you.
>>16188
well i now woke up so i guess i'll go compress it and post it finally or something
i sure did, not too sure if you're my buddy, but i love you either way. i love all of you actually.
yeah, i am.
i've been really inactive and hesitant to do or say anything lately, i apologize.
i thought about what you said when i talked about overstaying my welcome, you're too kind.
i feel like i owe you an explanation as to why i said that, because it could lead you to worry about me and i don't want that.
not that there's a lot to it, it's sort of just an insecurity i've developed after multiple people have ignored me, told me that i talk too much, or literally like i said before... "you overstayed your welcome".
i'm not sure what makes me so repulsive other than autism, i've tried to nip it in the bud, but nothing's really changed other than me just not starting conversations with people anymore.
i really apologize if anything i've said has put you in a bad mood, i just feel like it would be better if i didn't leave you in the dark about things like this, since you seem to care.
anyway, about the cytube i've avoided talking about, the name of the room is neutralplier and the password is blogpost (i couldn't think of anything zeg).
enter if you want, vpns are allowed, and you don't need an account or anything, still, it's an inconvenient way of meeting up with eachother, and i may very well get banned for posting this, but hopefully everything works out.
here's some complimentary neutralpliers to go along with my autism.
aw man, i'm so sorry for you. i'm sorry for the terrible experiences you were forced to go through before, but you are definitely welcome here for as long as (YOU) want to be, because you're my buddy, and it's great to have a buddy. i hope that whatever the future holds, it won't be as painful as what was before that's for sure. perhaps we could like play a 'craft server, there's one i kind of like, maybe you'd enjoy it too, or maybe not. not too sure, i'd love to share the details on that cytube thing i guess o algo. i love you little buddy, please remember that. it's totally fine if you ever need time, and i get it all, i just want you to know that it's all okay.
ok, i'll be chilling in the 'tube i guess.
we could play minecraft probably, i have to say i don't really enjoy newer versions, albeit i don't really have a minecraft account either, i've always played it cracked.
fuck, the server owner disabled cracked after 'teens were coming in there all the time geg, we could start our own server doe, and on an old version, there's a pretty cool mod i like, well that is if you like mods, otherwise we could play like 1.13 maybe? cuz it's the last aryan version that also has the only feature that i do crave on older versions which is swimming o algo, but honestly anything works for me doe
>erm chuddy, the password doesn't work
>>erm chuddy, the password doesn't work
>>>erm chuddy, the password doesn't work
has to be, i mean it's probably perfect, a bit cold temperature with that nice warm blanket, and the rain outside... that shit is definitely a life changing experience, just as this place, the show and a lot of other things were to me. including maya, she's just so amazing, my heart goes out to (YOU) maya. anyway i also FINALLY got those two (2) damn cheeseburgers and a chicken burger at mcgoyslop for just two (2) shekels for everything, but i only managed to eat one (1) cheeseburger, sooo i guess we'll feast on the rest with maya tomorrow when we wake up or something. good night zaryans, i love you all, especially maya.
trve... i love maya, i love her so so so SOOOOOOOOOOO much. truly, there are no words to express just how much i love her, there are not enough particles in the observable universe to measure even a FRACTION of my love towards her, i love all of you zaryans as well however, and must wish good night to all of you.
hey man im glad you finally went to mcgoyslop, speaking of that recently it was my bd (one of the best ones in my life honestly) and i finally ate some of that shit after like a whole year, i wish i could eat some every week but i live in a shithole and they dont wanna build one in my city idfk why (had to drive 1 hour to eat goyburger award), i also went to some parkour adventure park with my parents which im really glad since i usually spent my birthdays just as usual rotting inside my room, but i finally did something different this year and it was really fun. anyways thats about it, good morning for when you see this
that's heckin awesome nigga, i kind of wish i was there albeit, all zaryans deserve amazing birthdays or something anyway happy late birthday not sure how old you're now but you know good luck in everything i guess, i have a problem of the opposite side, i'm eating too much of that goyslop, i should stop yet that's all i have, i wake up at a time where only mcgoyslop is open, so i either go eat some fucking like burgers and shit or i go with nothing unless i had something already at home. no clue when you'll read it but good night/morning to you too man
Use a period every once in a while. Please, I beg of you.
somehow gayer than the old namefags like kikle or whatshername
closed his browser and opened it again to reply to himself award
>erm you're namefagging
fuck you nigga, fuck namefagging i hate that shit you know that damn well, if you don't then clearly you don't know me too well meaning there never was any namefagging to begin with you faggot. no matter how you try to defend that behavior of yours, it makes you look like a retarded faggot either way, either like an obsessed one, or one that is just making shit up. what you don't like a couple lines of text? is that what makes you leak so much? or do you not like the shit i make? the hours i spend making stupid bullshit for you to shit on me? no actually i want to know what you think is so wrong with anything about me. now, i don't usually like to make assumptions, but... to me it seems like you just hating to hate, i don't know if there was some stupid shit that happened to you, but don't hate me cuz i'm beautiful nigga, maybe if you got rid of that yee yee ass haircut you wouldn't be as leaky. oh and better yet maybe you would learn to appreciate people more on here. NIGGER. seriously though i was trying to go to sleep but i couldn't make myself fall asleep soooo here i am i guess. oh and shout out to my boy i love you buddy >>16425 well i love all of you, even (YOU) nigga, i really don't know what i have done to piss you off as much, but i hope it'll get better for you xista, hang in there alright?
i have to say, this is probably one of the only bad images you post.
i don't like this particular maya, and i'm pretty sure that's elliot rodger under the soy boy woah jack.
it's coal.
most of the other images you post are gems though.
why
Aren't you the one who pisses blood now because you gooned to AI Maya too much?
no, i hadn't heard of that before, until now.
marge.
Ohnononono blogpostingsissies what is this... (even doe ive posted here aswell)
Alright any way I can talk to you (not 'cord or any other tranny app)
perhaps steam? or cytube idk geg, 'blox would also technically work except it's fucking rulecucked or something
telegram is great if you want to be spied on not only by western glowies, but by russian ones too
idontlikefroot geg i fucking hate that nigger i named my whole account in honor of hating that nigger
different fag here but how did (You) even make your zellig games with the video slider and everything, how do you even upload a video to blox
uh yeah... let's just say, you don't upload a video, you upload an audio, and you make a thrembillion images that your custom video player then plays while trying to sync the audio, it's painful, and incredibly tedious to do, but i didn't have much better to do, i want to finish the last two deels eventually. basically, i had to reinvent video players as a whole for it, definitely not a smart thing to waste your time on, but is definitely a proof of concept.
extreme snca below
i was making the sheets of images that it would go through on per minute basis thing and in total it weighs over 1.2gigs (just images (though i guess you can remove about half since there's just the raw frames, and sheets made up of these frames)) basically i would make a 1 minute clip of a part of the deel, run it through a frame extractor, and then would use those frames to make the sheets that would be used to make it all work, one sheet has 15 images or frames i suppose, the script makes it go through 12.5 frames per second (half of the original framerate, usually watchable unless some sudden movement happens) while trying to keep the audio in sync, the audio is actually slightly sped up to bypass obsessed 'blox moderation, at first it was more sped up and the quality of the audio was worse, but i then finally bypassed a higher quality (less sped up audio) that would then be slowed down slighty to to make it sound like the original (a bit quality is still lost though since when it was sped up and exported, uploaded and so on some quality was lost along the way, and hence was much more noticable before with a more sped up audio) before it was i think 200 or 250% speed, that i managed to go to just 150% letting a lot more information get through, making it higher quality in audio. it's a lot of nerdy shit, and it's still just the tip of the iceberg, doubt anyone cares enough. all in all, i'd estime it to take about an hour or so to port over 1 minute of a video to 'blox, if you are doing it at a framerate of 12.5 and at a terrible quality that is. about an hour as in everything, making the audio doesn't take that long actually, can be done by essentially multi tasking if you want to. i think i made the whole system that plays it etc in about maybe 6 hours i would say? system as in the raw gui, scripts and so on that you could then feed those image ids to go through and the audio. i never actually recorded how long any of it took, all of this is mostly assumptions. as terrible as it sounds, it got me to really get to see essentially every 2nd frame of the thing, allowing me to appreciate the thing for what it truly is, it's not like just going through them, or watching them, you actually take them, put them into photoshop/other image editing software to make those sheets, you get to really appreciate the beauty of it, the care that massa has put into it... just to shut it all down, here's one of my most favorite frames i have found while making the 3rd deel, i sometimes look at it just... thinking about maya, i love her a lot. oh and have a typical sheet of frames that i would make.
also, i might be able to write a lot but it may be hard to comprehend my severe retardation, so forgive me in advance, whoever actually decides to read it...
i forgot to mention, but the script goes from bottom to top, from left to right, so the first frame that it would display would be the bottom most left one, then the next one to it on the right then again, then go completely back but one row up geg
This level of autism is exactly what I need for that idea
Alright just followed you on there, accept the request so I can share what I want to do
i think i accepted you, well at least it was the latest follower so there's that
>Telegram
nigga just typing shit
how much would it cost to make him say that, he made a soyjak song too
>>16741
i don't think he wants money, i think you just need to get him to see it or something.
anyway good night zaryans i transheart all of you niggas
Gn
interesting how BBC obsession with nazis is on the same level as the nazi obsession with BBC
i guess someone put it on chinktok and then some 'teen found it and screenshotted it and now has the thing o algo
>time to portray myself as a buff chud kissing a 16 year old cartoon school girl
i can see why you can't find love.
this website has the worst userbase of waifufags on the planet. i don't blame other sites in the Soyphere for labeling the Zarty as a teenage-lover safe space when this garbage can be posted and not condemned. waifufags don't like Ongezellig anymore than a desperate man likes a prostitute, they just see it as a way to relieve their autism induced frustration about the fact that they can't get girls on account of them being gross spergs with nothing to offer anyone.
Tsmt. Also notice the CocoGODS are the least to waifufag.
That's it, for that R_Terra is famous that he's the only who waifufags after Coco, while every single Mymyfag and Mayacuck does so and this is why there's nobody famous for waifufagging after Maya or Mymy since all of their fans are literally waifufags.
He's mostly known for being an underage porn artist not for mymyfaggotry alone
^falsenvke
He was known as the biggest mymyfag who made many drawings of mymy where his controversy of drawing porn of mymy was a direct consequence of unrestricted waifufagging.
Actually being obsessed with porn and waifufagging are inseparable from each other, sooo we both are kind of wrong in this case
that's not possible...
goynness world records stopped accepting submissions for that world record in '97 for "safety reasons". the last one was ~19 days. if he's not back in ~11 days he DEAD.
Hopefully he didnβt kick the bucket. IIRC, he mentioned that heβs mentally unstable so there's a chance he's already with Maya. I really enjoyed his content, but I stopped caring when he basically made himself distinguishable with his spergy, irritating typing style.
yeah, it doesn't matter that he never meant to do that, ever.
why does 'zellig attract apathetic sub humans like you?
B-But im a cocofag myself, i didnt vote for this! ZRUMP HOW COULD YOU
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