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Hoi zaryans, I just wanted to vent about my current status, currently failing my uni classes and just had a clash with my little brother (last time it happened I went to court but even he agreed it was bullshit so we settled).
My dad won't give me one penny or one piece of advice, or even a hug, I see him like one time every two months and it's always depressing, I just stare at the wall for hours after interacting with him.
Where do I go from here, I don't think I have goals, I live to follow God and not be a burden to the rest but I even fail at that, genuinely don't see myself in the future.
why don't you just separate from your family completely if they all hate you?
is there no one else who will let you live under their roof?
why are you failing your classes? are you distracted by something? or just too depressed to succeed?
i'm sorry that you feel that way, if i could help i would.
dunno if youre the same guy from brabant but your typing style is similar
if you are just heed my previous advice
>>74774
My brothers despise me and ridicule me on a daily basis and when I react with apathy my mom treats my like a dog, sure they are younger than me but I haven't done anything to deserve this. This time I had to get my brother somewhere and I just told him to slow down his bike so I could watch over him, mind you this was at night after an already shitty day, he said that I was useless and that he only needed me to send a text to my mom to recieve him, that really hurt me, so I just turned around and started slowly walking towards our house, he then sprinted there and called my mom crying saying I abandoned him.
If he says any of this in school the retarded females teachers will listen to him and I will go to court again, this time my mom will not support me, I will be fucked, not only in my future career but in general. At that point I don't think I'll be able to handle it anymore.
No one will recieve me under their roof, I got two friends, my best friend and his girlfriend, both living with their parents.
I have nothing but my faith, it's the only thing that keeps me alive.
>>74776 I would like to listen to you but I need to get my degree, if I flee I will never be able to and will be stuck working shitty minimum wage jobs forever like I have been doing.
Holy fucking shit, I see why some people go insane and kill their entire families now.
I would never do that, even if they don't love me they deserve to live, I understand that atleast, I just don't want to get in trouble, I just wanna keep going to uni to try and get my grades up, if I fail at that then I'm over.
Do you have anty insterest in what you're studying? If not it's better to just take a gap year, get a job or something and just try to figure out what it is that you want to do.
If you're regularly clashing with your family you'll just have to talk it ot with them or try to distance yourself. I don't know your living situation but if you live with them and cannot move out there's little you can do.
honestly? no fucking clue dawg but i wish you good luck and all that
I do like what I am studying but the teachers are a living nightmare to work with, I already took a gap year, can't go back to that.
nope, there is no reason to do that, if you hate your family so much just leave them
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