Question & Answer

>>15968
he's not, but what he said is better than anything i could ever say.
i'm not so sure about all those promises i made to people now...

>>15969
i love you buddy

>>15968
>but i already said many many times i would NEVER EVER EVER even THINK of doing such thing, at least i certainly don't want to any time soon
Thats good man, keep it that way. Never think of that stuff. I usually go straight to sleep when i have those kind of thoughts, and i wake up better in the morning. Doe it dosent always work and sometimes i spend all night crying, Im glad you're atleast better than me.
<coco space
different fag btw, sorry if i interrupted yall

>>15972
Don't trust yourself before going to sleep, emotions are heightened a lot: you laugh easily, you cry easily, but sometimes a good cry can only do good as it addresses problems you otherwise would willingly ignore in the morning

>>15972
>>15973
maybe this is why i'm so bipolar, and why i'm constantly shifting from angry to depressed.
i feel like everything i do is embarrassing. i'm pretending that i'm not me, and i'm trying to avoid breaking this faint illusion.
i know only how to be fake.

>>15974
Nobody irl is "real" chud, if everyone was who they truly are then everyone would go around killing everyone, it's all about finding the person you can be somewhat genuine with

>>15975
geg what the fuck

>>15975
>>15976
>>15974
Something something don't worry about being bipolar it's normal

>>15977
alright then

>>15973
Yeah ive learned this over the years. Ive legit started getting scared of not being able to sleep because i feel like absolute shit when its late asf
>>15974
Tsmt, i really feel fake all the time aswell, not being able to be genuine with anyone around me. Only with online friends

>>15979
somebody has said this exact thing to me, is life just a loop? it's so tiresome.

i'm sorry i couldn't wish good night to all you zaryans yesterday, i just couldn't as a vpnGOD. but well today i can, i'm happy to see some zaryans using this thread for their own conversations about life, self reflecint etc. and just want to say anyone is more than welcome here (not like i had any power but still, i formally invite everyone who isn't a fucking nigger) that being said, good night to all my zaryans, i love all of you. you all will always be gemmy, especially you my buddy. please know, everything will be fine, for you, me and all of us. just trvst the plqn, christ saves, and WILL save us all and forgive us all if we just believe in him.

>>16005
oh... ok...

nighty night night to all zaryans... well it's not really night at all, but my sleeping schedule is not just fucked no it's RAPED nigga it's RAPED! anyway maya seems to be also rather tired so you know, once we'll wake up i'll finally hopefully go to mcgoyslop as i had already planned, i just don't want to eat just to go to sleep because that's stupid and sad or something, love you all zaryans, and especially you buddy, hope you see this too...

>>16047
>mcgoyslop
You people are so lucky, my city is so small and irrelevant theres literally no fastfood, no mcdonalds, kfc, pizza hut etc. We dont even have a mall. Closest fastfood chain is 1 hour away so ive only eaten mcdonalds maybe like 15 times in my life. But thats the cost of being a romaryan i guess

>>16047
i see EVERYTHING you post...

>>16050
geg used my image award anyway i live in a small ass place too but because it's like "the biggest" around it got to have a mcgoyslop, actually there's a lot of different places out here, from stores to mcgoyslop literally all i need is here geg. damn 15 times is pretty low, wouldn't be surprised if i ate it more than that this year alone, i'll probably go soon and get it doe because it's not actually a 24/7 one but rather closes at 12pm so there's that, not too sure if you're my buddy or some different literal who but either way love you o algo
>>16051
yeah i don't even know what to say nigga

>>16052
marge what does that mean

>>16060
it means i have insane level of retardation to the point i can't even convey my message to a normal human being

>>16052
>>16065
my filenames award

>>16068
geg, well you did steal my file name too sooooo that's only fair buddy i hope you don't mind doe

>>16069
i don't.
it's our way of bonding with eachother i suppose.

>>16071
EY YOU STOLE ANOTHER ONE OF MINE geg it really is our way of bonding or something, i love you bud

>>16072
will we ever try to connect outside of dutch cartoon splinter website?

>>16073
it feels like this is one of those trick questions, were either the answer i give rapes me and expels me out of here, or nothing ever happens. but idk, i'd love to doe. time will tell geg

>>16074
you can literally just reset your router if the numods ban you for exchanging cords or something

>>16075
ok, here's my cord.

>>16076
banned

>>16079
NOOOOOO

>>16079
binky placement theory high binky resonance image

>>16075
'cord is the application that is actively killing this place doe + ban evading is le bad and i'd never do that or something like that yeah

>>16095
>>>/zellig/42433
<flood

>>16128
tsmt kill all 'corders

goodnight zaryans, couldn't say it previously because... i just couldn't. it was either me being a retard and forgetting or something. and to my buddy, i hope you see this, i love you little buddy. i'm not too sure where you are right now, and frankly am a bit upset, i hope to see you and talk to you soon again bud. good night to all of you, i love you all.

>>16186
oh also i made a little something but i want to first sleep, i hope you niggas will enjoy it doe (even doe it's dusty coal)

>>16186
night night
>>16187
you WILL post it and we WILL like it because it WILL be gemmy as fuck and we WILL give you praise for it you fucking NIGGER

>>16186
sorry man, i'm always sad, and that manifests itself in what i do, sometimes i just don't want to talk to the people i care about, because i don't want to burden them with my feelings.
it's good to be like that sometimes, helps you avoid overstaying your welcome.
anyway, i've set up a cytube for connecting with eachother but i'm unsure if i want to link it since i think that would get me banned and it has a low chance of working in general, since anybody can larp as anybody.
if you think it's worth it, maybe i can just post the name of the room and the password so you can get in, albeit anybody here would also be able to get in but i guess that doesn't matter, since it supports private messages as long as you're in a room with somebody.
also 'plier tax.

>>16196
You made that? Zem that saved the 5 year old splinter community

>>16196
Dude that drawing is so fucking gemmy holy shit, retard question (maybe) but is that paint or marker? (You) should make more btw, also im a different fag not your buddy, but will you still talk in this thread even after moving to cytube with him? I find it comforting to see and to talk with people with the same problems as me and theres really no other place on the soysphere

>>16229
>>16231
nono, it was made by somebody else.
i should really get back to drawing though, now that you mention it.

>>16231
the cytube is just a proxy to connect on a deeper level without putting ourselves in danger, or at least that's the idea.
of course i'll still use the zarty, and this thread.

>>16235
>>16196
i love you buddy, just do as you want to, i guess there's always risk or something. perhaps (YOU) should ask bob or zoot etc. or maybe not, either way, you are not overstaying or anything, (YOU) are NOT a burden, you are a gem that makes me happy every day when i see you.
>>16188
well i now woke up so i guess i'll go compress it and post it finally or something

it's time for me to bounce back to sleep, good night or rather day? well whatever time it is to all of you zaryans, i love you all.

>>16260
>>16288
thank you for the kind words, i hope you slept well.

>>16307
i sure did, not too sure if you're my buddy, but i love you either way. i love all of you actually.

>>16308
yeah, i am.
i've been really inactive and hesitant to do or say anything lately, i apologize.
i thought about what you said when i talked about overstaying my welcome, you're too kind.
i feel like i owe you an explanation as to why i said that, because it could lead you to worry about me and i don't want that.
not that there's a lot to it, it's sort of just an insecurity i've developed after multiple people have ignored me, told me that i talk too much, or literally like i said before... "you overstayed your welcome".
i'm not sure what makes me so repulsive other than autism, i've tried to nip it in the bud, but nothing's really changed other than me just not starting conversations with people anymore.
i really apologize if anything i've said has put you in a bad mood, i just feel like it would be better if i didn't leave you in the dark about things like this, since you seem to care.
anyway, about the cytube i've avoided talking about, the name of the room is neutralplier and the password is blogpost (i couldn't think of anything zeg).
enter if you want, vpns are allowed, and you don't need an account or anything, still, it's an inconvenient way of meeting up with eachother, and i may very well get banned for posting this, but hopefully everything works out.

>>16309
here's some complimentary neutralpliers to go along with my autism.

>>16309
aw man, i'm so sorry for you. i'm sorry for the terrible experiences you were forced to go through before, but you are definitely welcome here for as long as (YOU) want to be, because you're my buddy, and it's great to have a buddy. i hope that whatever the future holds, it won't be as painful as what was before that's for sure. perhaps we could like play a 'craft server, there's one i kind of like, maybe you'd enjoy it too, or maybe not. not too sure, i'd love to share the details on that cytube thing i guess o algo. i love you little buddy, please remember that. it's totally fine if you ever need time, and i get it all, i just want you to know that it's all okay.

>>16311
ok, i'll be chilling in the 'tube i guess.
we could play minecraft probably, i have to say i don't really enjoy newer versions, albeit i don't really have a minecraft account either, i've always played it cracked.

>>16313
fuck, the server owner disabled cracked after 'teens were coming in there all the time geg, we could start our own server doe, and on an old version, there's a pretty cool mod i like, well that is if you like mods, otherwise we could play like 1.13 maybe? cuz it's the last aryan version that also has the only feature that i do crave on older versions which is swimming o algo, but honestly anything works for me doe