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Zaryan No.26930
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I think I'm having an identity crisis. I've had numerous identities online and off, but while I have morals and whatnot, I feel like I'm just acting or conforming to whatever environment I find myself in. Code switching personalities while I'm with different people is a common thing, but I don't know which one is the real me.
Zaryan No.26931
I think most level headed people do that. It is a survival instinct to conform, zaryan.
Zaryan No.26933
>>26930
Depends on the situation. It's stupid to act out where people could have the power to fuck you over, but if it's important for you to stay consistent in the various environments you find yourself in I kneel. The rule of thumb is to say what comes more natural and see if the idea holds up on its own of if it's a byproduct of the environment you're in
Zaryan No.26935
I am the exact way. one time I was alone and forced myself to make friends, I turned myself into the opposite person I am to confirm with normies.
Zaryan No.26938
>>26933
I think one of the problems that's causing this is that I'm emotionally distant. I'm kind of in this limbo area between antisocial and social, I can interact with people fine, and I'm a lot less awkward than in my youth. But it's like I can't physically hold a long-term relationship with ANYONE. The only person I'm close with is my brother, everyone else, even my own mother, is distant despite daily interaction.
Zaryan No.26939
>>26938
Don't worry Zaryan I literally go months without talking to an actual human being minus the essentials I need to live like buying stuff etc. eventually you settle into it and forget you even needed it, some people here don't even have a brother to do that with
Zaryan No.26951
>>26939
Thank you for your words, I hope I can find a path to follow that I'm pleased with. I can't tell as I'm writing this wether or not I'm just an idiot confused by his own mind or an eccentric who's overthinking everything.
Just now I went through multiple rewrites of this one reply, I can't even fucking tell if the way I write and structure these posts if I'm being performative or not.
Zaryan No.26954
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>>26951
oh don't worry about how you word the posts, unless it's my heckin' gemmy board /zellig/, no one will know it was (You) who wrote it. Just remember that we're all like you and can understand our fellow 'cels and autists
Zaryan No.26956
>>26954
Meh kill Maya, she doesn't deserve saving her. Worthless mutt.
Zaryan No.26959
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>Meh kill Maya, she doesn't deserve saving her. Worthless mu-ACK!
Zaryan No.26961
>Worthless mutt
So sad that guy never finished that drawing
Zaryan No.26963
>>26961
Maybe the real worthless mutt were the friends we made along the way
Zaryan No.26968
Which people do you like being around? I've walked the tightrope in a libtard community; I know I can do it, but I hate it, so I know I'm not one of them. also in an anon place like this i switch up typing styles all the time geg
Zaryan No.26982
>>26968
It's fun pretending to be different people, also never walk the tightrope and seem like the "sensible centrist", you'll just get eaten by the rainbowtards because they're genuinely incapable of adapting to other people
Zaryan No.26988
>>26968
I guess I prefer chill people, but beyond that, I can't really advance any further in any relationship/community. There's been ONE time online I've interacted with a person I resonated with and got deeper with, but my one mistake took them away from me.
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