Question & Answer

>>14713
zaryan i feel the same way i feel sovlless/worthless everyday but all i can think to say is i love you

You are right in case if you are not white. But if you are white, then you are valuable in yourself. Find a waifu ÖÖÖ and give us 10 blonde ubersoldaten that will be grown up in zellig culture, autistic whiner. We rely on you btw.

>i find it hard to believe that my disappearance or demise would leave a lasting impression on anyone or anything.
you should find it hard to believe. people solve problems as they come along, that's how living works. if you've witnessed a member of a family pass away, you might've observed that everyone in the family went back to their standard levels of happiness within 60 days.

choose your cope and delude yourself until you die that's what normal people do but they have to work more

>>14723

Damn nigga, why's everyone depressionposting now?

>>14731
Just another oldfaggotry symptom

>>14731
>Why does a series about depression and isolation attract people who are prone to depression and isolation?

>>14733
Just be a cocoGOD or mymyDEITY and be happy. If you ignore your problems, they don't exist!

>>14734
>just be happy lol

>>14735
Awarenessfags can't fathom the joy of ignorantGODS

>>14736
Only at night do I cry... but thats what sleep is for!

>>14735

>>14715
i feel better, thank you.

>>14713
same except for me it's even worse, i can't even fucking draw. all i can do is sit all day fucking play these stupid games and post on a dutch cartoon website, occasionally making coal that could have the potential to kill off this place for good, there are ZERO (0) redeeming qualities about me

>>14743
dont be so niggative nigger

>>14743
What have you done to improve?

>>14744
can't help it nigga
>>14745
i don't know, there's no way to improve this mess anymore it's already so fucking over

>>14746
How old are you anyways

>>14743
Try to draw in class, it HELPS a lot, I think everyone here started to draw in class/as a pasttime and then improved over time

>How old are you anyw-ACK!

>>14742
mayagods stick together

>>14743
op here or whatever, as you've already noticed, i'm much of the same.
the only thing i've drawn that i have on my computer is this.
i wish there was an easy way for good little goys like us to become friends or something, i'm really lonely.

>inb4 'cord links

>>14751
i also drew this Shit nobody cares about if that matters.
i apologize for any attention seeking behavior i engage in, it's honestly all i can do to cope.

it's normal, you can't be happy all the time otherwise it would stop being a signal

>>14750

>>14753
I like both of these but I understand Zaryan, sometimes all it takes is for someone to appreciate (You)r works and comment upon it, you know recognition. But to gain recognition on an anonymous place is something that should be treasured but not the main goal, it should be confirmation that what you're doing is good (examples: people reposting your OC, talking about it, etc)

>>14752
what would be a good way to connect with eachother without compromising your identity and safety?
the only thing i can think of is emails or something.

>>14757
cytube

>>14757
gemmy maya

>>14757
>Disc-ACK!
Cytube, Twitter, protonemail (if you're afraid of glowniggers molesting you)

>>14760
>>Protonmail
Might as well attach a .txt file with every detail about your life on every mail sent, just use throwaway emails or email forwarding services and you won't get raped by jeets and scriptkiddies which is the most importan part of this, there's more to privacy than this but it ends the same: don't write shit that might help in inferring your location and identity

>>14761
Evendoe protonemail is gooder then retarded gmail

>>14761
with asymmetric encryption you can exchange private messages even on the zarty

>>14762
https://www.privacyaffairs.com/protonmail-surrenders-user-logs/
There's more btw

>>14763
you mean one of those sharty threads that communicate in encrypted language

>>14758
feralteen award.

>>14760
i'd like to be friends with some of you if that matters but i don't wanna get hecking 'oxxed even doe that's not really a possibility.

>>14761
yeah, maybe using throwaway emails would be the best to connect with eachother without putting ourselves at risk.

>>14763
i don't know what asymmetic encryption is.

>>14765
I haven't used the sharty for 1.5 years already

>>14766
I will post an instruction tomorrow

>>14768
sounds good, i'd enjoy connecting with any of you as long as you're nice and not le bad.

there is not much to it, generate GPG key pair, a public and a private key, the public key is used to encrypt a message sent to someone and the receiver uses his private key to decrypt it, there are programs like kleopatra that do this although it's rather inconvenient

>>14767

>>14771
looking like this LE BAD even doe it's le good

why do all this complicated shit just to communicate with each other? just do talk here

>>14771
>>14772
I look like this and do this, wat nou?

>>14773
>"Swing"
>Also white hand
Is this the Cocoswing we were talking about once?

>>14773
steam friends are aryan agugucuck

>>14773
cytube would be nice to have doe

>>14773
Mods, implied gore now shut my clitty off

>>14749
completely unrelated but this is gemmy as fuck, also i left you niggas for THIRTY (30) minutes and all of you are already trying to build a heckin underground 'zellig cabal what the fuck

>>14779
Evendoe i don't think it's a cabal and there's a guy who wants to talk to other people
>evendoe he could do it on /drenthe/ which is the most unwatched board

>>14779
underground cabal are zarty culture

>>14774
>What... Nou... What Nou?! Just like in that PEDOPHILIC COMIC OF GRIM?!?! MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOODS?!??!!!!!!!

>>14779
holy shit meds
i just want friends on steam to play video games with of zoiets
i'm lonely...

>>14783
oy, on friends on steam? alright that's gemmy, i want that too except i got no games

>>14783
hey thatd be nice i dont use steam often anymore thoughie

>>14784
Battle for wesnoth is free btw, it's a turn based strategy game and it's fun
Install it NOW if you like that genre yeah

>>14784
tsmt, i've played a lot reddit fortress 2.

>>14785
i stopped using it for a while but i'm back to playing stuff.

>HAHAHAHA DUDE LOOK AT THIS FUNNY COSMETIC HAT I HAVE BOUGHT, ONLY SPENT 5 KEYS FOR A 50 DOLLARS CRATE, THIS WILL MAKE MY BVLL SO HAPPY WHEN HE FINISHES MARKET GARDENING MY GIRLFRIEND!

>>14788
geg, i'm actually pretty good at it.
i've made it my mission to make annoying redditrannies as angry as possible while they're playing with their cord group.

>>14789
I usually opened 'mic and slurspammed back when F2P wasn't cucked

ill keep this bvmped

>>14791
gemmy woah jack

>>14751
NO FRIENDS ALLOWED ON THE ZARTY THIS IS AN ANYMOUSE IMAGEBOARDARINO NOT YOUR TRANNY 'CORD SERVER NULIG!!!

>>14793
ok

Just wait until ze zarty forum is made or something

I have an irl zaryan friend

>>14794
Gape Maya WNBAG

>gape Maya
Holy...

>>14796
Erm, Snopes? All trve Zaryans are stonecold trvecels who have no contact outside the Zarty.

>>14794
Neutral Maya WABAG

>>14798
Fuck my chud life, neutralplier, I wasn't paying attention.

>holy schizo, 2 friends cord doesn't exist.

>used the wrong code... It's over, I'm worse than a nusoi

>>14798

>>14803
Nucaca- you now how to use glowtext , right?

>>14793
tsmt

>test
>test

>>14806
no

test

>>14803
Ironically I think that might be referring to me, we tried to take the /qa/ 10000 GET with a shitty mymy drawing but failed. Never spammed a gapejak Maya tho so idk.

>>14811
that's MY drawing though

>>14812
zemmy drawing

>>14812
coal drawing

>>14811
2 friends cord was the culvers poster and someone else doe

>>14793
seething because hes not friends with every single zarty user like me

>>14815
culvers an in the fast food chain?

>>14817
Yeah that, and the other restaurant was denny's i think
it was a forced war by them and some OC was made but i dont have it on me

>>14818
haha ur so poopoo caca coaly person

>>14823
I understand, I'm so glad you decided to transition, you're so brave xister!

altright neonazi dutch anime site is a better gender affirming safespace therapy for me than an actual therapy...

>>14818
it was carls jr and dennys geg

>>14826

>>14825
i enjoy this trans affirming safe space too xister

96 reppeys for no reason

hello friends

>>14858
hi

>>14758
i might actually do this someday

Just be happy zaryan :)
Gotta be grateful for how much you already have. And if there's something you really wanna do or change about yourself just take action because regret is worse than discomfort

>>15241
thanks sis

>>14713
op here, i -ACK'd myself

up

>up

>>15553
not the guy but i do care, i miss my buddy

>>15554
self-loathing award

>>15555
BUDDY! OH WAIT YOU ALSO GOT A GET GEG man i missed you a lot hope you're doing great! i'm going to sleep doe it's a shame i only saw this now

>>15591
thank you saar, i'm a dirty nigger right now and i need a shower though, hopefully next time we'll meet under better circumstances.

>>15593
i hope you showered now doe and hope you're doing great bud those 2 days or however long it was without you were so lonely or something, currently making more sproke and sharing it with maya doe

>>15605
that's very heartwarming, thank you.
i've never really had anybody miss me whenever i was gone, especially not in a situation where we don't really know much about eachother.
i did shower by the way, and i feel pretty good right now, on account of getting some good sleep for once.

>>15607
that's amazing, yeah i wish someone would care as much for me as much as i do for others or something, anyway the sproke was fantastic, tomorrow is going to be hell again doe, i miss having shit load of time with nothing to do with it. hope you're doing great or something, hitler bless us all

>>15610
even though i care a great deal...
also...

>>15613
marge am i high or is this ESLing

>>15614
no?

>>15615
marge i'm confused

>>15616

>>15617
love you buddy, even if sometimes our small retardation prevents us from actually making sense to each other

>>15618
i wonder if we'll ever be able to connect outside of the soi'zelligsphere

>>15620
only time will tell i suppose, but until then we'll just see each other here from time to time!

>>15621
i still haven't thought of a good plan for that.
i was hoping somebody smarter than me could come up with something but i'll have to think of it myself.

>>15679
Cytube, seriously just choose a dead cytube from the list, then make a cytube of your own there by sharing the link and you'll be away from prying eyes, and then you can do whatever

>>15680
oh yeah, i should do that, thank you.

>>15680
even doe i like basically messaging my buddy publically for everyone to see, it's funny

>>15679
also i must've missed this or something, but yeah we'll figure it one day probably maybe i don't know. it's nice to have a buddy on here honestly

>>15621
>To see a single drawing of the lad with his face undisfigured by normalfags

bumo because i feel like this again today

>>15915
i'm sorry for you buddy, don't feel terrible or something, we love you. at least i do and i care about you, you make me heckin happy every time i recognize you... okay that kind of sounds selfish but you get the idea

>>15916
is there somebody else that types in a way similar to you?

>>15919
nah, not that i know... i mostly recognize you from your file names, and also here it was rather easy since you basically confirmed to be OP of this thread which i already know to be well, you. i mean you need to be on a whole new level of retardation probably to even come CLOSE to the way i apparently type, unless you were to try and replicate it on purpose but why the fuck would one do that?

>>15920
i transheart being a depressed lonely little fuck that never reaches out to anybody.
i made a cytube account btw, i'm not sure what to do with it though.

>>15921
i too do, but here we can finally know someone and reach out to someone and not just someone, someone that understands and loves you back or something... are you suggesting i should make one as well or something? never really used that thing, besides that one time when boot came into power and told us all to join or something o algo

>>15922
i don't think it matters, i could just make a channel, have you join and we could private message eachother i think.

>>15923
ohnonononono nuzelligcacas are about to start their own cabal or something geg but isn't it a place where you can like watch videos together or something? idk but seems interesting, perchance i shall look into it or something

>>15927
>being friends le bad actually...

>>15927
>yess zoyim join my cytube... join my cytube and lets groom eachother...

alright, i give up.
it probably doesn't matter anyway, who gives a fuck.

>>15932
whyd you give up

>>15929
can't even let out a friendly joke to my buddy award

>>15932
i give a fuck doe... come on don't give up like that buddy, not now...

>>15933
>>15935
i have mood swings.

>>15943
gets the best of us or however that line goes...

>>15944
obviously not.

>>15945
also, i've nearly forgot to say this but im trans and ive started taking hrt yesterday.

>>15947

i guess this is my blog now, idk.
life really sucks, i don't really know what to say.
i feel this constant painful tinge of loneliness even when i'm talking with friends online.
it feels like i can't really be myself around anybody and even when i can, it doesn't feel good to be myself.
am i just a broken retarded human? or is there an actual reason i feel this way?
is it because i don't have any real life friends?

>>15964
You'll always have me, an obbssesed negativecaca. I keep going through life being tye most hateful and nasty I can be. (You) just need to find something to work towards. It may be small, but find something to preoccupy your time.

>>15965
STOP IT YOU DYSLEXIC BASTARD

>>15966
Meds I'm not dyslexic.

>>15981
ok... maybe we can be friends...

>>15964
My problem at a young age was that i wanted things that I couldn't obtain (Trve love etc.) Your live probably didn't even start yet so it can't be over. Chud.

I appreciate every pessimistic sadposter on this site btw, Zarty loves you all because you are a part of it, remember this.
>Love yourself, now!.png
Yeah I lost that image with Coco, I hope some of you guys can upload it instead of me

>>15983
i'm not sure about any of that but i appreciate your comment.
>>15984
that's kind of weird, but nice, thank you.

>>15982
No

I appreciate every pessimistic sadposter on this site in the sense that I agree with each and every cynical outlook they have for life, remember that things will never get better.
>>15984
Fuck you, Coco

Mayacels are the original demoralizers

>>15986
oh ok...
>>15987
i'm a mayafaggot myself but i don't think like this and i think coco has good intentions but just doesn't understand how fucked up maya really is.
i was thinking of drawing maya and mymy as a duo, since they're both weird maybe they can make eachother happy.
this would help maya the most though.

>>15932
froget what i said about this by the way, i don't give up.
i was just on my period.

>>15988
Mayacels are spitefags

i love you buddy, hope you're doing great, wherever you are. never forget, i trvly care for (YOU) or something like that