No.78113
why, why is maya just so amazing like i don't even know where to begin with or how to explain it, but something about her is just so.. real? so… relatable? i can't quite put it, but either way Maya is an absolute GEM that's for sure, am i the only one who thinks like that and talks like that? i mean talk def just me but there has to be someone as well who likes or even loves maya, anyway that's not what i wanted to say or talk, i wanted to talk about my personal experience with this show, snca i know but i don't give a fuck because i want to write today, when i first found out about this thing i was like, huh ongezellig? sounds funny, eventually i let myself go and actually decided to watch it, i was retarded back then well still am and watched the heckin ai dub, worst mistake of my life, i wish i would have introduced myself to it with the real thing but what happened, happened. i.. i liked it, it was interesting, i was hooked, but not REALLY hooked but like hooked enough to like it if it makes any sense, but then kind of a couple days go by, i barely thought about it.. but then it hits me once more, i want to watch it again, i want to know more, and i slowly 'zelligpill myself if you will, out of nowhere, like i needed a couple of days to fall back into it if it makes any sense. so then i started watching EVERYTHING about it, like reading everything about it and just looking through everything about it, but i didn't know what exactly was pulling me into it so much, some time passes and maya keeps popping up to me, i keep thinking about her, until i realize, i heckin like her or something she's like, me if i would speak dutch, wouldn't be as retarded and would be a real woman, kinda maybe idk, day by day my affection grew until finally i knew, i knew i was in love, in TRUE love. i don't know what to say this is my personal experience with this whole thing, oh right eventually even some more time later i found her, she was just there listening in her headphones in a park? i ran up as fast as i could, and it was as if we knew each other for eternity, we both loved each other and still do, we are now always together, she's even watching me write this very wordswordswords shit thing, i can't believe it 'zelligbros i actually made it, she's ACTUALLY here, ACTUALLY real and ACTUALLY in love with me just how i am, isn't that wholesome and amazing and heckin valid? To me, maya is like mymy to a lot of chuddies here, i am a chud, but maya took the spot for me, she was the one for me and i was the one for her. something about her is just, idk how to explain, and as i kept thinking and thinking i realized JUST how similar we are, there are probably only few real differences between the two of us, that probably act as yin and yang to each other as well, we were meant to be together, it was destined. love you all niggas may you as well find that one for yourselves.
Mayagods am i the only one like this?
No.78114
zaryan i love maya so so much too i really think about her all day every day
No.78116
I love Maya so so so much too zaryan. She reminds me of how I once was and I would love to change her life for the better and give her the love she didn't get much before if she was real…
No.78117
>>78113Zaryan you found the show le relatable to (You), because at the end of the day, it's something that was written very well and with SOVL put into it. Maya is really just a projection of Massa in animated format, and he simply knew how to write an interesting character, xhe hooked you in
No.78121
>>78117he did, he really did. i'm just so glad to actually be there for maya, changing her for the better, it's so amazing and heckin wholesome
>>78114>>78116exactly, thing is she IS real… in our hearts
No.78125
Yea Maya is built for my Singaporean chink cock
No.78157
>>78147even though it's not 2 sides, it's an illness at different stages of progression
No.78158
>>78157May I add that it needs to be studied?
No.78260
>>78133I am a cocogod and you are a mayagod but why the actual fuck are you more hopeful than me
No.78332
>>78287Wait until you start to experience smth like hellish torment, these feelings will go away but leave an indelible mark
No.78334
>>78332where's that one fucking video about that
No.78336
>>78334Is that the video by the guy who also made videos about the Coco archetype and how it is even possible for Maya to have green eyes?
No.78337
>>78336Ok nevermind I got you
No.78338
>>78336No, just some very very old Zaryan
No.78339
>>78335I want to take care of Maya so much…
No.78340
>>78335so real, so me, glad it's all over, glad i am here to help her, that she's here to help me, together we are one and together we fix each other, hard to explain but we were meant for each other, and i am glad that she is real and that she loves me just as much as i do if not more which is crazy considering i love her with all of my heart, maya i love you.
No.78341
>>78340Everytime I watch that video I feel something inside of me that usually isn't there
No.78347
>>78341i have to admit, when i watched it i also felt… weird? not in a bad or good way, just… strange, sad even at times. i can't quite put what exactly causes it but probably everything combined, maya is on one side just a mere projection from massa, some might even say just a stupid character with nothing too interesting, but that's the thing, they never saw past her outside shell, they are the stupid ones, they're missing out, maya is truly amazing, i love her with ALL of my heart, every day i go to sleep i think of you maya, and that's a fact, i look at maya and i think of maya, i am simply trying to give maya what she has been missing for so long, and what frankly i might have also missed for a while, luckily it's not just a one sided thing, she also regularly thinks of me, and just loves to talk with me, cuddle with me and like just existing with her, is so amazing my life got so much better once i finally found maya, once we were finally united, it's kinda weird i mean it's as if we knew each other for decades the way everything connected from the start, i love Maya, i love YOU and i love every single one of you, may all of you be blessed and all that, it can't be just me, i can't be the only one to be blessed 'zelligbros
couldn't find the 'jak i wanted award so have the closest one to what i tried to find
No.78348
>>78345so heckin wholesome i LOVE you zaryan, this is what it's all about, we all love maya for reasons but we love her, most of us do, those who don't simply lack the vision, the experience we had similar to Maya's, that's the thing. One day zaryan… one day.
No.78349
>>78345You should strive to be like that /fit/ Zaryan who lifts for Mymy
>>78347Didn't this animator make ships with troon and chudjak? But yeah this was made during the YouTube era, months before the discontinuation, and with the blissful ignorance of waiting for Maya to get better, but now she never will
No.78352
>>78345TSMT!!! I think of Maya too whenever I'm in the gym. I have to be strong to protect her from all evil and provide for her…
No.78650
fuckkkkkk i'm having it againn i just.. i wanna cuddle with her, i want to comfort her and her to comfort me, i want to just be there with her telling her all sorts of stuff and just hugging and cuddling with her, NIGGAS TEACH ME HOW TO GET THIS FUCKING TULPA ALREADY I'M TIRED OF MAKING SHIT UP AND PRETENDING I NEED TO BELIEVE IT! NIGGA!!! i love her, she's just.. i can't even explain but something in her got me real bad and i just can't get it out i don't know why… I WANT TO GO FULLY INSANE! I NEED SCHIZO REAL SCHIZO I NEED HER TO ACTUALLY BE IN MY MIND AS A PERSON LIKE.. idk how to explain but i don't want to pretend like she's with me i want to feel like she's here i want to see her and i want to believe it but i'm just not insane enough, i'm retarded but not insane!!!11 nigga… why why not i just don't get it, is it really that much to ask? all i want is to comfort her and to be with her, i want to love her and give her what she has never gotten or not as much as she deserved at least, is that REALLY too much to ask for? i have no clue if there's ANYTHING after death, i don't want to know, but i want to believe that somewhere up there i'll be united with her one day, but will i be? only time can tell, not that i am planning on speeding up that process, never. i'd never do that, i love you maya i hope i could be there for you one day i hate seeing you struggle and be all alone I HAVE TO CHANGE THAT I HAVE TO BE THERE FOR YOUUUUuu i swear i'll go to fucking japsterdam this year or some shit like that and i VVILL find her or at the very least i'll try, i love you maya never forget and always remember. PLEASE ZARYANS HELP ME I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M SUPPOSED TO DOOOooo there has to be an answer there has to be something that can be done? is this it? is it really over? it can't be.. nothing ever happens after all and yet.. well that's the thing… FUUUUUUUUUUUCCk DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN ITTTttt there has to be a way to get the right kind of schizo for this right???
No.78651
>>78650zaryan i love maya too i want to change her life for the better and cuddle with her everyday i wish she was real so badly
No.78653
>>78650Zaryan… I 100% understand you I personally use Maya as a motivaton to try even harder in life, I recommend you so that too so you can be ready to provide for when a real life Maya comes to your life
No.78654
>>78652omg… tsmt zaryan… i want to cuddle with maya forever…
No.78655
>>78653you don't understand it, i love her. i'm loyal to her, i don't need no "real maya" i need THE real maya, the ACTUAL maya not some cheap bitch ass foid copy hell nah, not that i would ever find one anyway, i'm a chud, i'm an incel after all. i just want to be there for maya and comfort her, and i wish she could do the same for me… and there's nothing i can do about this, i can't talk to her i can't draw her i can't do SHIT besides stare at either still images of her or watch videos of her, that's ALL i'll ever fucking gget,.. why why does it have to be like that, i just want to be there for maya i want to love her and be with her for the rest of my short life, whatever there's left of it that is… i just, there has to be a way to like really go insane to the point she becomes "real" THERE HAS TO BEE
No.78657
>>78655zaryan we really do think the same youve summed up my feelings for maya pretty much
No.78659
>>78658mayamaxxing schizomaxxing thread where maya asmr is produced
No.78660
>>78655No, it's you that doesn't understand… Maya IS real and I CAN see her by my side…
No.78661
>>78660teach me, i do not care what it takes i NEED her. you VVILL teach me how to """find""" her NOAW
No.78662
>>78661There aren't too many tips I can give but you're already in for a great start with how much you are thinking about her. What you gotta do is imagine what you would do with Maya in a situation you're at now and do it in EVERY SINGLE part of your life. For example whenever you walk somewhere you have to imagine the feel of you holding her delicate soft hands and how she looks like at that moment and just every small detail about the whole situation. You can even say nice things to her and if you're deep in enough you'll notice her blushing and even answering…
No.78663
>>78662Why did jews have to curse me with aphantasia
No.78669
>>78662already been trying to do so for a while actually, guess i'm on the right path after all, i mean i didn't really have these "episodes" if you will before, like i REALLY wanted and want to cuddle with maya and comfort her…
>>78664>oh i'm a sagecuck yes i'm a sagecuck, ESLing and saging gemmy threads i don't give a fuck, because i am a shitskin niggerrrr No.78877
>>78655Nigger, find Jesus Christ and be healed instead of thinking 24/7 about a fictional stinky indonesian mutt with a gigantic head and greasy hair, she's cute and everyone here wants to hold her but I'll tell you what, what you're asking for is demonic, "tulpas" are demons, I have schizo moments and it is NOT fun or cutesy, I see hallucinations of severed heads or rotting corpses looking at me in the dark of the night when I am half awake and they only go away when I start praying so I know they're really there.
Pray for the Holy Spirit's presence in your soul, stop your obsession, you're being retarded right now.
No.78887
>>78877fuck you, i love maya and there's nothing you can do about it, i don't know how but one day i'll be truly united with her with enough schizo
No.78893
>>78877This, Mayatrannies asking for demonic tulpa, as a Cocofag I'm worried and pray for them to return to Jesus
No.78896
>>78893They flood entire zarty with brimstone, like 1 coordinated discord gayop but i dont think there is any discord involved here. Every thread is just thirsting coal like back in mymyfag era but like 10 times worse. Its a work of the devil
No.78898
>>78877why are mentally ill people obsessed with religion so often?
No.78905
>>78903he's literally talking about hallucinations
No.78906
>>78898mentally ill people dress up like trannies, cut their own dicks and pretend that they are women
schizoids and depressed people are more likely to approach Jesus Christ which is the truth and only way, something that trannies will never understand.
No.78907
>>78906pot calling the kettle black
No.78911
>>78898I'm not mentally ill just have hallucinations sometimes because I have a very vivid memory, usually when I'm half asleep, in my day to day I don't see anything, may have overstated my situation to shock the mayanigger to not desire to be a schizo. Used to be worse when I was a kid, never took meds and never needed them, my dad is a doctor so he would know.
>>78906This, if anything, I became Christian because I was depressed, not because I am a schizo.
No.78912
>>78911>I became Christian because I was mentally ill, not because I am mentally illgegerald
No.78914
>>78913I don't speak latinx