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>>35054
i was at a crossroads during that time. either go insane with the constant bickering at my parent's house as i try to apply for soul-sucking jobs that i hate or get kicked out of the house a second time looking for one, i decided to choose neither. during a heated argument i pretty much had enough of their antics and it also felt like i was down to my last luck as they were convinced that i should be kicked out of the house. the yelling kept getting worse and worse and i was pretty damn irritated so i did what i had to do, grab the sharpest object i could find and cut myself repeatedly in front of them while looking straight in their eye. blood was everywhere on the floor and furniture it lasted for a like solid minute and a half i aimed for my arms, my torso, chest, legs, hell even my jugular it was real convenient that my adrenaline was at it's highest that time and only did some weak pussy partial cuts or i could've seriously cutted deep enough to get a major artery and actually bleed out. after that gay drama shitfest, they were convinced enough that if i were left alone i would've killed myself so yeah they sheltered me long enough for me to decide what i finally want to do in life. i wanted to survive a little longer being an unemployed neet loser and self-harm did just that