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>>34163
I WISH I could be against furries but when I was a kid/teen I coped with how shitty life was by wrapping myself in blankets and fantasizing about being turned into something like this image or a fursona or whatever (it usually varied), I did this for so long however it fucked up my brain and so whenever I think a thought I hear it in a squeaky voice thats not mine, and whenever I plan to do something I typically imagine something like this character instead of my actual self.

And I have this weird fear of aging where everytime I see a older guy with chest hair and balding spots I feel sad and think about -ACKing while im young so I don't get that.
If I could press a button and basically just erase all this and become a sam hyde alex jones whatever type of guy I'd do it, I've been trying to be a normal dude for a while but this shit for some reason is so ingrained into me, I do hobbies, projects, socializing, all this mental health stuff but it just keeps lingering for some reason and often all it takes is just a bad day or catching a glimpse of something like this and Im back to square one and I wanna clarify I don't actively seek this stuff out I looked it up for this thread to give examples of the sort of stuff im imagining