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>>125878
>>125877
Time to do my usual "leaking and defending myself on an anonymous imageboard" shtick. Spiting/attention-seeking, no. Venting, yes. Not even just about myself and my way of living, but mostly outward frustrations. If I have to see one more blue haired side cut they/them on TikTok "switching on beat" and putting on anime wigs, or read "✨The Sparkle System ✨| 10000+ headmates | endogenic | fakeclaimers DNI | married to my alter husband <3" in a Twitter bio, I will be the one that becomes a statistic. While obviously I do need an outlet whenever I'm going through hell, in this case it was mostly fueled by the way I keep seeing my disorder presented online (which, believe it or not, does affect me and severely muddies the waters for research on something that is already incredibly stigmatized). I even have to deal with these people at fucking support groups and people are too scared to call them out on their bullshit. I understand that this is not something people who are not reliant on lifelong psychiatric help actually think or care about, but come on... I did literally spell it out. So no, it's not really about attention this time. I wouldn't have turned the comments off either if that were the case. The Zarty loves to think that everything I do revolves around them, probably because I'm the only off-siter that actually engages with them. Of course I knew you people would read it, but that doesn't mean I drew it specifically for you lol. If you actually read the comic you would know that, since I included my reasons for making and posting it. Hope this makes sense. If not, I tried. Ultimately you guys decide how you choose to perceive me and interpret my words and actions.