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>>75837
Blood waste Maya's author here, got an SNCA ESL ramble to share, but I just wanted to say that normies absolutely scare/horrify me. I couldn't sleep tonight and spent like 8 hours sitting on the floor thinking about what would happen if I was truly open about my mental situation and talked to someone just like normies advise folk like me to.
<orange tulip space
Came to an conclusion that in no time they would send me to a psychiatrist who would flood me with pills, the ones making folk retarded, ones that would just make me lie in bed, look at the ceiling, and be unable to do anything else, a fate worse than death Such fate for the crime of thinking a little bit different than others, punishment for the crime of being behind them in terms of social skills.
<stroopwafel
And after doing that, with a big smile on their faces they would just go back to their families, friends, and soulmates; they would cheerfully enjoy their fucking hobbies (that I was never able to develop). Maybe sometimes they would think happily back to themself that they have done a good deed, that they have saved someone; it would never cross their mind that they are taking part in torturing someone. I hate them so fucking much.