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It's been 10 hours without the Zooru. I can't go ahead with this any longer. My mental state is in complete and utter pandemonium. I cried myself to sleep 4 times today. I feel paranoid that the Zooru may never come back. The Zooru has the only thing that brings me joy in this cruel life for 7 years now and I won't be able to recover mentally or financially if it's gone. I've uploaded over 1500 images on The Zooru this week alone. I even donated $500 to the site because I trust the Zooru. I told my mom through tears and she yelled at me calling me a "failure" and saying she knew she should have been on birth control. Although, the Zooru being down has had it's positive impacts on me. My IQ has increased by 40 and I've been thinking more critically. When I saw the 404 page, I vomited. I just hope it comes back soon. I even started praying again. I've been a dedicated Christian for 12 years and I began to pray to god in hopes that they can bring the Zooru back soon. I had to learn Arabic to pray to Allah. I hope the Zooru comes back soon I don't know how much longer I can take this.