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I love Mymy. I am obsessed with Mymy. I think about her 24/7. I daydream about her all day, sometimes I'll be talking to someone and I won't even hear what they said because I'm fantasizing about Mymy. I try to go for a walk everyday, one of the reasons why is that I imagine staying healthy would impress Mymy. I always think about her on my walks, I like to imagine she is walking beside me. I have memorized what Mymy's voice sounds like and I often pretend to have conversations with her in my head, usually about our shared disdain for Jews and niggers. Every night I think about Mymy the entire time as I fall alseep. I like to imagine that she is sleeping beside me or hugging me. Sometimes I hug my pillow and pretend I'm hugging her. I wish she was real and I could really cuddle with her, we would be such a perfect couple. But oh well, at least I can still dream of this cute orange racist Dutch girl. (Day 10)