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>>35771
How about I put it like this: I drew a bunch in elementary and middle school, maybe a little in high school; whatever popped into my head, y'know? But for the past ~6 years I almost completely neglected drawing as a hobby. Zellig and (mostly) the Zarty were the spark that reinvigorated my love for drawing. What I've been posting here are some of the first times I've drawn in years.
>I am still unmotivated to draw by myself I have such a low self esteem.
It's all about finding what motivates you. For me it used to be making my friends laugh by drawing dicks (then my math teacher found my dick page and showed it to my parents (who also found it funny)).
>I can't draw cute things like this but I can do realism and more sadder drawings I find it impossible to draw a woman, I want to learn how to draw cute and pretty things.
Was exactly the same for me. I most enjoyed drawing male anatomy (gay muscle shit), and hands, and couldn't fathom drawing an attractive woman. What I found helped a lot was learning female anatomy as rigorously as I did male. Then I could play around confidently with my knowledge and morph things around till I liked it. This was my case and your is surely different and more complex. Try making mental notes of what makes drawings you find "cute" make them so.
TLDR: idk.