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>>29114
I could say that Maya simply refuses to believe that someone like her can wish for happiness and goodness. We see this, for example, in the scene with the computer in 4th deel. Ultimately, she tries to find a way out through escapism, ignoring the pressing problems and simply putting up with them. Looking those in the eye is like death for Maya, which is a reason why she reacts so nervous and unrestrained to Coco’s desires to help. Perhaps, Maya understands that Coco is trying to help her and is almost the only person truly close to her (see island part in deel 6: I certained that she would say "Coco" after she said "the only friend that I need...", but Massa interrupted it developed the presentation sujet line). But, anyway, she's too afraid to open up to anyone to solve her problems. Even to Coco. Not secret that she sees some mockery in Coco's attempts, in particular because of how, sometimes, stupid Coco acts when comes to defusing the situation for Maya repose. Obviously, Coco understands the need of that, and therefore behaves accordingly. The main thing is that she was doing it out of sincere intentions. Our lil gooner is just unable to accept anyone's help due to own nihilistic worldview, so each such intention is felt by her as a temporary excruciation, not as a necessary solution. And it's ruefully as fuck.

And yeah, Maya had behaved herself wrong at 5th deel. But do not pretend that there was no reason for it.