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>>9452

What I do everyday is working out while listening to nsbm, dungeon synth and genres like that and reading some stuff like Mein Kampf or Nietsze or some pdfs I found in telegram, stuff like that and I also like to go on long walks around the city.
What I'm not bad at is coding but I can't find a fulltime job due to being autistic. I don't like the thing though.
Pretty much that's all what I do, are these activites "hobbies" or what? I genuinely don't understand what the word means.

>>9448
>Maybe talk to people in your uni.
I study online, the uni is not located in the country I'm staying in.

>Establish a relationship with God.
Never been a religious person, and I don't like orthodoxy. I just can't feel that there is something bigger there.

>>9462
>it may take months or even years but itll be worth it.
I start to think that it will not. Maybe I need to learn survival skills and disappear into the woods.
>think good things
I know that this works from science and stuff, but this is hard if I consider the situation my folk is in