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==The MayaWin is no more.==

i'm sorry zaryans and maryans for letting you down, for letting my desperation take over my mind. in short i really wanted the site to happen, but couldn't get the domain or hosting at the time leading me to eventually coming up to gemcord. in the irc i had to sell the idea they would want to partake in it, of course an... act was also needed for this. eventually they were convinced and made it happen. so, i never owned the domain or the hosting and therefore did NOT have any control over the site. i was merely the face of their "psyop". it was my own choice to come to them, but how it ended is the most interesting way, quote the nigger had to come in and namedrop me by my uid and claim for me to be a "kuzzy mod" which made them (gemcorders) finally realize and put 2 and 2 together, this is when shit went wrong. but you already know that part. i'm sorry for letting you all down and letting my desperation take the best of me, we'll see what the future holds. if there will ever be another IB which i do in fact hope to make, it will not be made like this. you have my word on that but i suppose that really isn't that worth much.

to get some misconceptions out:

my buddy had 0 involvement with the actual site, as i had stated previously, i came into the irc channel and got it all to happen. i only told him from time to time about this as it was building and growing and so on.

yeah pretty sure that's the only one i could think off, ask shit here i might not even come back THOUGH or something.

if i'll ever manage to make it happen once more, but for real this time, i was hoping to make it more integrated into the zelsphere where it belongs but that's just my wish. but for now, good night i love you all.