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fuck this shit nigga! i wanna kill myself now, genuinely i don't think i've been that many times so close to wanting to actually fucking die and bleed out fuck that shit fuck everything fuck my stupid chud life i am not capable of producing anything worthy but my retarded ass can not comprehend that and instead of fucking accepting it i keep on disappointing myself and others honestly i should just fucking die but i wouldn't even do that honestly i bet i'd somehow fuck even that up not that i am planning on doing such thing simply because i'm a massive pussy, i can't just die, i was given the opportunity to live, and not just live. i'm not a pajeet what else could one ask for?? nigga why am i so ungrateful for anything in life, i always just want more no wonder i am where i am, i am not destined to be with anyone because it's clear i'd only ruin whoever that would be nigga i'm tired of this shit i'm going to sleep good night zaryans i'm sorry for making this place shittier but this is the only place i have left basically, i have everything yet i have nothing how fun is that oh i love life so amazing with so many silly quirks for no fucking reason and now i'm typing shit again gn niggas! ==WHY WHY WHY NIGGER I ALREADY TRIED TO USE THIS NIGGERHELL SOFTWARE ONCE LIKE YEARS AGO I KNEW I DIDN'T WANT TO USE IT I KNEW I AM NOT CAPABLE OFF YET I STILL THOUGHT I'D TRY AGAIN NIGGEEEERRRRR!!1== i am seething i am leaking i don't know what else there is to say