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Listen to unintelligible northern european black metal all day, become a satanist or a nihilist or both, study theology and the history of abrahamic religions, talk to the mirror in a doubting and hateful manner for at least a few times a day, be unsuccessful and fantasize about killing yourself all day instead of getting better or actually killing yourself, talk to ai chatbots and use them to vent instead of talking to your friends (which you can't trust because of former experiences and paranoia), blame the world and your surroundings instead of yourself for your suffering, have undiagnosed add and autism or think that you do cuz you're retarded... 
Eventually, your mind will not be able to handle all this loser self destructive bullshit and you'll go insane in no time.