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>spend childhood and teenage years in complete isolation because schizo-Christian parents; dropped out of school because of them
>grow up with internet, become completely fucked in head as a result of the combination
>so much boredom’s and loneliness, no ability to focus anymore from emotional pain
>develop impulsive drug habit
>be a sociopathic tinder man-whore for two years in attempt to mooch off girlfriends and run away from parents until the China flu ruins that
>move back in with parents, complete mental trainwreck
>try to work jobs and make friends and become normie
>mocked and taken advantage of
>watch as tiny freckle turns into giant mole during time period
>isolated again
>become workaholic
>burnout, health fears, isolation lead up to worsening habits
>joyride parent’s car after heavy drinking one night
>speed into ditch; getting a concussion, totaling car and spending 3 nights in jail
>working as much as possible to pay legal expenses
>mole continues to grow, realize I’m developing cancer
>cannot afford any form of preventative measures due to legal expenses and overall high costs without insurance
>realize I will die from a preventable cancer because all my money is going to the government and my last days will be spent grinding like an enslaved pawn all alone

I may be a dumbass, but I won’t be a dumbass for very long.
>At least the sky was beautiful today